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Dear 2006. Time for a makeover?
I guess i've changed so much. Last year, I was in treatment and couldn't be by myself forthe life of me. Now i'm self sufficent, and I love that. But it's causing me to be a bit cocky and rude to people,a nd I realize this. I've spent my entire life putting others first, so now that i'm finially able to realize that my health/happiness is more important, i'm doing it in a way that has pushed people away from me. I need to find a balance. And I need to be more outgoing, I want more friends. I was thinking about this summer, if I say up in st. cloud (which i'd like to do) who am i supposed to hang out with? Hm... I am currently working on this "get new friends" thing. Not new, I adore my friends to death. Just more. Can't have to many friends. To do this, I need to be more outgoing, and need to not always stay in when i get invited somewhere. Go out, and make good impressions... I think i'll get two jobs this summer if I stay that woudl be a great idea. cuz i love coldstone, oh how I love it there. I called into work tonight, and they all were like "SARAH! lemme talk!" It made me happy that i just called in to ask a question but they all wanted to chat with me. I love it... I miss it, i hadn't worked in like 2 weeks... and now i am and it's lovley.
So, being a better person. How will I do this. Be nicer, go out of my way to do nice things like I used to. Be more organized, and take time out for myself, but not all the time out for myself. Drink more responsibly, ask friends to hang out more, especially amanda and jill. I need more girl friends. I'll work on that too. Get girl friends... also, i've been doing really good about working out. I'd like to keep that up. Go running/biking around the lake in the summer... things like that. Just take myself a day at a time, and try to be a better person. More adventerous, kinder, funner, funnier, more giving, more careing, just... exciting. a well rounded person. and a better singer.
I guess i've changed so much. Last year, I was in treatment and couldn't be by myself forthe life of me. Now i'm self sufficent, and I love that. But it's causing me to be a bit cocky and rude to people,a nd I realize this. I've spent my entire life putting others first, so now that i'm finially able to realize that my health/happiness is more important, i'm doing it in a way that has pushed people away from me. I need to find a balance. And I need to be more outgoing, I want more friends. I was thinking about this summer, if I say up in st. cloud (which i'd like to do) who am i supposed to hang out with? Hm... I am currently working on this "get new friends" thing. Not new, I adore my friends to death. Just more. Can't have to many friends. To do this, I need to be more outgoing, and need to not always stay in when i get invited somewhere. Go out, and make good impressions... I think i'll get two jobs this summer if I stay that woudl be a great idea. cuz i love coldstone, oh how I love it there. I called into work tonight, and they all were like "SARAH! lemme talk!" It made me happy that i just called in to ask a question but they all wanted to chat with me. I love it... I miss it, i hadn't worked in like 2 weeks... and now i am and it's lovley.
So, being a better person. How will I do this. Be nicer, go out of my way to do nice things like I used to. Be more organized, and take time out for myself, but not all the time out for myself. Drink more responsibly, ask friends to hang out more, especially amanda and jill. I need more girl friends. I'll work on that too. Get girl friends... also, i've been doing really good about working out. I'd like to keep that up. Go running/biking around the lake in the summer... things like that. Just take myself a day at a time, and try to be a better person. More adventerous, kinder, funner, funnier, more giving, more careing, just... exciting. a well rounded person. and a better singer.