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me and matt talked all night and reminiced about things. our first SOBER kiss. our first drunken kiss... walmart... and about what "we" are. I like it. I like him, he is officially wonderful. most of the time. No ones perfect. I could use some more support, and some more affection, but he's... very numbed right now. I'm like that to the world sometimes too. being able to somewhat understand what's going on in his mind helps me to understand that sometimes he needs to zone out, escape from the world. I do too... hm. never thought of that before. we both need to escape. mabye tha'ts why we're together?