Jul 26, 2005 23:39
i leave for ny on saturday early morning. bitter sweet bitter sweet. i hope i can hold everything and myself together.
ill be staying with lana which should be fun.
jimmy is in and out of my mind like the wind blows.
cant wait to leave here. nothing for me here. time to move on.
setting more appts with the gyno.
learning is a never ending thing.
i hope my last year in miami is good, because i dont plan on going back. i think its good to just move on and never look back. i want to experience new things and be in new places. thats why im going to boston while im up there also. road trips and bright stars. lana wants to go camping. while im kinda cringing, but its a new thing. well i havent done it in years.
im embracing my myself more and more.
im happy and liberated to do things just for myself.
everything looks perfect from far away