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Truthless Heroes
By Project 86
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I am about to stab my computer through the heart. I hate it. It drives me crazy. Endless pop ups and it's incredibly sloooooooow.
So talked with my parents today and decided that I'm not gonna get a new car. I'll just drive my caddie for another year. Which is ok, cause I have things I need to spend my extra cash on.
Can't describe myself today. I have this....mmm, defeated feel. Perhaps it's because I am going through changing myself and I've not been doing well at it recently. Pray for me please.
I feel the need to apologize to people. For slacking off. In just about every aspect of my life. Spiritually for sure. Wow, it's bad. And I'm sorry because then I am not at my full potential where I should be. I've been totally slacking off at work this year too. Alot. It's been bad. Mostly I'm sorry for slacking off spiritually. It's really hindered who I am and what I enjoy. Which is Jesus Christ. I enjoy Him so much. He's amazing God! And I desecrate his name every day with no shame. Lord have mercy!
Worked today, went to lunch with Stuart, then I went to Fairy lake with Ashley and her two sisters, and then we went to her gramma's house cause they were having a goodbye dinner for some people. There was like 15 or 20 people there. It was fun. Got to hold a 4 month old baby. It was pretty wicked sweet. I got him to smile and laugh...then I held him while he was sleeping. After we had dinner and stuff we went minigolfing...with her sisters again, in Osakis. Good day. I love Ashley alot.
The joy of baby laughter,
The sadness of their crying,
The peacefulness of their sleep.
Totally had another paragraph I wanted to write, but I forgot it. Hmmm....Oh well. I save $60 on cd's today. I love music clubs, they are awesome. Five cd's for like $30 bucks. Actually, for the cd's themselves it was like $17...the rest is shipping and handling.
I need truth.
God demonstarted his own love for us in this, that while we were yet sinners Christ died for us. So, since Christ loved us that much before we loved him and gave him our life, does he love me more now? I spose not, he could never love me more or less. I'm glad God forgives like infinityish! I need it so bad. Jesus loves you no matter what. Even if you don't think so. He does. All the time, every second of every day. He does, and it's awesome. Like I said, He's amazing God!
Truthless Heroes
By Project 86
see related
I am about to stab my computer through the heart. I hate it. It drives me crazy. Endless pop ups and it's incredibly sloooooooow.
So talked with my parents today and decided that I'm not gonna get a new car. I'll just drive my caddie for another year. Which is ok, cause I have things I need to spend my extra cash on.
Can't describe myself today. I have this....mmm, defeated feel. Perhaps it's because I am going through changing myself and I've not been doing well at it recently. Pray for me please.
I feel the need to apologize to people. For slacking off. In just about every aspect of my life. Spiritually for sure. Wow, it's bad. And I'm sorry because then I am not at my full potential where I should be. I've been totally slacking off at work this year too. Alot. It's been bad. Mostly I'm sorry for slacking off spiritually. It's really hindered who I am and what I enjoy. Which is Jesus Christ. I enjoy Him so much. He's amazing God! And I desecrate his name every day with no shame. Lord have mercy!
Worked today, went to lunch with Stuart, then I went to Fairy lake with Ashley and her two sisters, and then we went to her gramma's house cause they were having a goodbye dinner for some people. There was like 15 or 20 people there. It was fun. Got to hold a 4 month old baby. It was pretty wicked sweet. I got him to smile and laugh...then I held him while he was sleeping. After we had dinner and stuff we went minigolfing...with her sisters again, in Osakis. Good day. I love Ashley alot.
The joy of baby laughter,
The sadness of their crying,
The peacefulness of their sleep.
Totally had another paragraph I wanted to write, but I forgot it. Hmmm....Oh well. I save $60 on cd's today. I love music clubs, they are awesome. Five cd's for like $30 bucks. Actually, for the cd's themselves it was like $17...the rest is shipping and handling.
I need truth.
God demonstarted his own love for us in this, that while we were yet sinners Christ died for us. So, since Christ loved us that much before we loved him and gave him our life, does he love me more now? I spose not, he could never love me more or less. I'm glad God forgives like infinityish! I need it so bad. Jesus loves you no matter what. Even if you don't think so. He does. All the time, every second of every day. He does, and it's awesome. Like I said, He's amazing God!