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So, why me?
I know, I know. A realllllllllllllllly whiny way to start a journal entry. But still, I think it's a pretty valid question. Why me? I guess what I mean is, I'm not perfect by any means, but I'm at least passably attractive. I think I can be at least partially fun to talk to. I see tons of other kids. Every day. A lot of them WAY more boring than me, or that look like, well, something that only comes out at night. And they have tons of friends, and sometimes even a significant other.
But me? Nada. Zip. Zilch. I have two friends. TWO. Don't get me wrong, I love Cassie and Andrew to death and back again. The fact that Cassie could put... er... the past behind us and be my friend again speaks wonders about what a great girl she is. And Andrew is like the brother I never had. But still. TWO. And boyfriends? Forget it. After the whole debacle with Ash, it seems most boys just are NOT interested.
So yeah... Buffy gets to go do girlfriend-y things with Xander, while I get stuck playing Scrabble with mom.
As Pepe Le Pewe would say... 'Le sigh'.
I know, I know. A realllllllllllllllly whiny way to start a journal entry. But still, I think it's a pretty valid question. Why me? I guess what I mean is, I'm not perfect by any means, but I'm at least passably attractive. I think I can be at least partially fun to talk to. I see tons of other kids. Every day. A lot of them WAY more boring than me, or that look like, well, something that only comes out at night. And they have tons of friends, and sometimes even a significant other.
But me? Nada. Zip. Zilch. I have two friends. TWO. Don't get me wrong, I love Cassie and Andrew to death and back again. The fact that Cassie could put... er... the past behind us and be my friend again speaks wonders about what a great girl she is. And Andrew is like the brother I never had. But still. TWO. And boyfriends? Forget it. After the whole debacle with Ash, it seems most boys just are NOT interested.
So yeah... Buffy gets to go do girlfriend-y things with Xander, while I get stuck playing Scrabble with mom.
As Pepe Le Pewe would say... 'Le sigh'.