I should really be thankful. . .

[dorkydave]

There's a million reasons why I cry, but if you asked me why I was crying
tonight then I wouldn't have a clue how to answer, because I don't know.
Maybe it was lots of things that had been bottled up for a while and just
needed to get out.
Sometimes it just feels like the sky is falling.
I know everything will be alright, though. Well, I'm hoping it will be.
I'm just kinda stuck. I don't know where. I don't really know why, either.
It's all confusing in my head.
I just wish things would finally start looking up. Although, I don't
know how I want them to look up. I think I just want things I don't/can't
have. Cause that's what everyone is like, wanting what they can't have.
Maybe I'm just really lonely. I just want someone who'll hug me, and tell
me they love me, and watch movies with me, and laugh with me. Not
necesarilly a boyfriend, cause things just get complicated with those.
Just a really nice friend, who'll be there for me and who I can be close
with and tell everything to and not have them judge me.

All that aside, i had a good time yesterday :]
I went to Kris' lovely house and we watched movies. Although, I never got
to see A Walk To Remember. And the Charmed dvd he made me only plays the
first episode.
//sadness
But yeah, we went out for Davids birthday-ness. and it was good. till the
end when i was all sad for some weird reason.
So far I haven't studied today.
LOL. Prelim failure for me. Oh well.