i havent been on this thing in honestly foreverrrr.

Sep 05, 2006 00:04

i dont even know if people read these things anymore, but i need to vent.

im stressed.
i have homework. but i dont feel like doing it.
i have friends. that i really really want to see.
i have a boyfriend. and my heart is seriously breaking. and im starting to cry right now because i miss him so much. and i dont want to lose him. and im scared as hell.
all i want is to be with him right now.
ive never missed anybody this much. ive never felt this type of heartache.
and now im crying. and i feel stupid.
i am in love though. and thats an amazing feeling.
i just wish i could see the guy that im inlove with.
because it hurts so bad right now.

i hate these random cry fests. i truly do.
some days im fine, others i break down.
screw florida.

Happy Birthday Muscat-- I love you girl, i'm glad we got to talk today. You make me smile. you will always be one of my best friends. always. <3

eaw.♥

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