as i was saying
ok so heres the thing
i wanna fucking be myself cause im sick of this shit always being confused and having some fucked up personality cause i know for a fact im not me, and if you dont get that that means i fucking..tried to fit in, so im not myself i was pretending, yes pretending cause i know for a fucking fact people would deff have issuses wit me. as i was saying, i want to just be myself and free, the only person that really knows who i am is veornica, cause she like grew up with me. anyway this summer i plan on trying my best to be back to myself and if that means breaking up, then yes, i will im sorry but its not the end of the fucking world. it doesnt mean im never gonna talk to you again, it doesnt mean were never gonna go out again. im just soo fucking sick of saying "nothings wrong" when im fucking lying to myself and that needs to change. and i swear to god when i say nothing it means like warning get the fuck away..time bomb. seriously how many FUCKING times do i really need to say that? fuck. I'm also quite sick of being followed around EVERYWHERE i go like im some kind of little FUCKING GIRL..god my parents leave me with more privacy then that. and kevin seriously, if you always are asking me what what where and who..it makes me feel kinda shaky on the trust. kinda like well wtf leave me the fuck alone and yah i know ur my bf and shit but its been soo fucking annoying and im sorry if im hurting you cause thats not any of this point but this is what im saying
because im not me, and i changed and shit, then i met all of you bafoons u guys think this is me cause ive been this way for soo long well no guys actully shit can happen over the summer and the begging of the year. so how kevin, how could you "love" something that im not. so if that means breaking up then yes, but not yet cause i dunno whats going on. cause theres that part of me thats not me, "fake" i guess and its like with you cause i am, and i need to let that go in order for me to change
i hope you understand more of it now.
i wanna fucking be myself cause im sick of this shit always being confused and having some fucked up personality cause i know for a fact im not me, and if you dont get that that means i fucking..tried to fit in, so im not myself i was pretending, yes pretending cause i know for a fucking fact people would deff have issuses wit me. as i was saying, i want to just be myself and free, the only person that really knows who i am is veornica, cause she like grew up with me. anyway this summer i plan on trying my best to be back to myself and if that means breaking up, then yes, i will im sorry but its not the end of the fucking world. it doesnt mean im never gonna talk to you again, it doesnt mean were never gonna go out again. im just soo fucking sick of saying "nothings wrong" when im fucking lying to myself and that needs to change. and i swear to god when i say nothing it means like warning get the fuck away..time bomb. seriously how many FUCKING times do i really need to say that? fuck. I'm also quite sick of being followed around EVERYWHERE i go like im some kind of little FUCKING GIRL..god my parents leave me with more privacy then that. and kevin seriously, if you always are asking me what what where and who..it makes me feel kinda shaky on the trust. kinda like well wtf leave me the fuck alone and yah i know ur my bf and shit but its been soo fucking annoying and im sorry if im hurting you cause thats not any of this point but this is what im saying
because im not me, and i changed and shit, then i met all of you bafoons u guys think this is me cause ive been this way for soo long well no guys actully shit can happen over the summer and the begging of the year. so how kevin, how could you "love" something that im not. so if that means breaking up then yes, but not yet cause i dunno whats going on. cause theres that part of me thats not me, "fake" i guess and its like with you cause i am, and i need to let that go in order for me to change
i hope you understand more of it now.