Jun 09, 2006 04:38
Ugh i wish i could answer that question. I dont know. Ben keeps drilling me.. asking whats wrong and whats going on with me.. and i dont know. Im not having doubts or second thoughts.. i just.. i dont know. All this stupid crap going on with his ex and just the stress of everything going wrong and trying to fix it *the wedding and so forth*. We found a place to rent.. and i want to fix it up so bad.. but we kinda have to take it as is for now. Money situations.. and i know what every one is thinking, because believe me.. Ben reminds me all the time.. "its not easy starting out and EVERYONE has their issues".. i understand that.. its just tough. And i guess i have to admit that alot of this has to do with the stupid girl who wont go away. Stupid crazy witch.. ugh.. but i really dont want to go there.
Well there is good news.. tomorrow is my last day at Wal-mart. WHOO HOO.. and i get married in 2 weeks to my baby! :) and then we get a nice lil getaway for a lil while.. so its not all bad. :)