The Best Christmas Ever!!
Ok sooo.. my computer has been down here lately.. Our modem kicked the bucket.. we got another one the other day and we are finally back online *woot*.. so0o0o... heres whats been going on lately:
First off, Jay (Alethea's HUSBAND) came home Monday *the 19*.. so of course, i was pretty much on my own, because we know when hes w/her.. theres no point of anyone else being around. I came home early one night.. and walked into something that pissed me off pretty much and found out that my room, and bed where i was staying w/alethea was givin to Jay.. soo for a while i didnt talk to alethea. So i was really mad, but i dont think i was as mad as i came across.. ive just realized me and alethea's "friendship" and where i stand with her. So i called Tasha and talked to her because i was pretty bummed out.. she got me to feeling alot better and me and aleathea are on speaking terms.. but its not like we hang out or anything anymore. I did go see Karlie.. :) AWWW i miss you guys at DQ.. me and Karlie are gonna go prom dress shoppin.. maybe get caught up in traffic for another 3 hours LOL.
I've gotten to the point where Jay really gets to me. Im tired of these comments he makes all the time, like Ben isnt as good as Jay b/c Jay is a "big-bad marine"... im not really gonna get into that though.
ANYWAYS.. so that was the week before Christmas.. or the week of Christmas.. whatever.. as for Christmas day... :) I got to spend it with my baby!! It was SO great to be with him. And it really was THE BEST Christmas ever.. I've never been so happy. Im SOO glad i found him, and that i have him. And after Christmas night i know that this is it. This is what ive been looking for.. for so long. That he will be the last person i kiss.. I may sound crazy lol.. but i have never ever felt like this, with ANYONE else. And then monday morning rolled around.. and he had to leave :( and im sitting here in his t-shirt, and it smells like him.. and makes me miss him like crazy.. LOL and i wish i could just call him and hear his voice.. but i know he's busy now... and i have to get ready for work soon LOLOL!! But anywayz.. Christmas was great.. and im happy now.. He is EVERYTHING i want.. and sooo much more.
SOoo im off to get ready for work *blah*.. and try to make the next couple days go by fast b/c im ready to see my baby again!!
I love you Benjamin!! THE MOST :)
I miss you Karlie Mathis!! and the DQ crew.. :( but hey!! im coming back to G-dale to find a job.. so Karlie, MAYBE YOU CAN FINALLY LEAVE!!! :)
Tasha you are the bomb!! :) Thanks SO much for being there when i needed someone!!
First off, Jay (Alethea's HUSBAND) came home Monday *the 19*.. so of course, i was pretty much on my own, because we know when hes w/her.. theres no point of anyone else being around. I came home early one night.. and walked into something that pissed me off pretty much and found out that my room, and bed where i was staying w/alethea was givin to Jay.. soo for a while i didnt talk to alethea. So i was really mad, but i dont think i was as mad as i came across.. ive just realized me and alethea's "friendship" and where i stand with her. So i called Tasha and talked to her because i was pretty bummed out.. she got me to feeling alot better and me and aleathea are on speaking terms.. but its not like we hang out or anything anymore. I did go see Karlie.. :) AWWW i miss you guys at DQ.. me and Karlie are gonna go prom dress shoppin.. maybe get caught up in traffic for another 3 hours LOL.
I've gotten to the point where Jay really gets to me. Im tired of these comments he makes all the time, like Ben isnt as good as Jay b/c Jay is a "big-bad marine"... im not really gonna get into that though.
ANYWAYS.. so that was the week before Christmas.. or the week of Christmas.. whatever.. as for Christmas day... :) I got to spend it with my baby!! It was SO great to be with him. And it really was THE BEST Christmas ever.. I've never been so happy. Im SOO glad i found him, and that i have him. And after Christmas night i know that this is it. This is what ive been looking for.. for so long. That he will be the last person i kiss.. I may sound crazy lol.. but i have never ever felt like this, with ANYONE else. And then monday morning rolled around.. and he had to leave :( and im sitting here in his t-shirt, and it smells like him.. and makes me miss him like crazy.. LOL and i wish i could just call him and hear his voice.. but i know he's busy now... and i have to get ready for work soon LOLOL!! But anywayz.. Christmas was great.. and im happy now.. He is EVERYTHING i want.. and sooo much more.
SOoo im off to get ready for work *blah*.. and try to make the next couple days go by fast b/c im ready to see my baby again!!
I love you Benjamin!! THE MOST :)
I miss you Karlie Mathis!! and the DQ crew.. :( but hey!! im coming back to G-dale to find a job.. so Karlie, MAYBE YOU CAN FINALLY LEAVE!!! :)
Tasha you are the bomb!! :) Thanks SO much for being there when i needed someone!!