Whew- need more than 6 hours.. HAPPY B-DAY TO ME
I so ran off of 6 hours of sleep all weekend....
So me and Alethea come back to my house saturday night and i decide to take her to meet Cory.. MISTAKE.. come to find out he is another asshole- just like MOST guys. Of course, i couldnt be the 3rd wheel so her good friend Justin came along... lets leave it at that... we arrived at Mandys at 6... lol and i had to work 12-close.. it was a rather long weekend.
Monday night we had the big storm come thru and left me without power so i stayed with Alethea again Tuesday night. Lol we colored.. like little kids haha.. And i let Cory have a peice of my mind, and explain to him what a jerk he was.. The fact that if by the end of the date you arent "feeling it" you DON'T kiss the person... and then avoid them. GROW SOME BALLS BUDDY- quit being a little boy and be able to fess up and tell her to her face.. and i dont want to hear his bitchin about not being able to find a girl- ITS YA OWN DAMN FAULT.
As for today- it sucked big balls. My check wasnt as much as i was hoping and i have so many bills to pay.. not fun at all. Me and Sam are on rocky roads.. Im really worried about this relationship. He "thinks" he might get a job back in bama but its kinda a 50/50 shot... if he doesnt then he says he will wait for me to finish school and then i can come to him.. but long-distance relationships are soo rough. I can barely stand being away from him for a month, how am i going to handle 2-4 years.. But i realized how much i really do care about him. It kinda sucks.. he makes me feel like complete shit sometimes, i mean i could find someone that would treat me soo much better and not make me feel like a peice of ass.. but i kinda fell for him.. Im still having trust issues.. i mean, Chris was cheating on me for a while before i realized it and he lived like 30 mins away.. Sam could easily find someone there and cheat just as well and who knows when i would find out.. I guess all i can do is give it a chance.. guess we will wait and see what happens.
It was officially my b-day 1 hour and 40 mins ago *HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME* lol finally 18 *woot* Gonna have a long- happy day tomorrow hopefully. Well thats all for now .. tootles
So me and Alethea come back to my house saturday night and i decide to take her to meet Cory.. MISTAKE.. come to find out he is another asshole- just like MOST guys. Of course, i couldnt be the 3rd wheel so her good friend Justin came along... lets leave it at that... we arrived at Mandys at 6... lol and i had to work 12-close.. it was a rather long weekend.
Monday night we had the big storm come thru and left me without power so i stayed with Alethea again Tuesday night. Lol we colored.. like little kids haha.. And i let Cory have a peice of my mind, and explain to him what a jerk he was.. The fact that if by the end of the date you arent "feeling it" you DON'T kiss the person... and then avoid them. GROW SOME BALLS BUDDY- quit being a little boy and be able to fess up and tell her to her face.. and i dont want to hear his bitchin about not being able to find a girl- ITS YA OWN DAMN FAULT.
As for today- it sucked big balls. My check wasnt as much as i was hoping and i have so many bills to pay.. not fun at all. Me and Sam are on rocky roads.. Im really worried about this relationship. He "thinks" he might get a job back in bama but its kinda a 50/50 shot... if he doesnt then he says he will wait for me to finish school and then i can come to him.. but long-distance relationships are soo rough. I can barely stand being away from him for a month, how am i going to handle 2-4 years.. But i realized how much i really do care about him. It kinda sucks.. he makes me feel like complete shit sometimes, i mean i could find someone that would treat me soo much better and not make me feel like a peice of ass.. but i kinda fell for him.. Im still having trust issues.. i mean, Chris was cheating on me for a while before i realized it and he lived like 30 mins away.. Sam could easily find someone there and cheat just as well and who knows when i would find out.. I guess all i can do is give it a chance.. guess we will wait and see what happens.
It was officially my b-day 1 hour and 40 mins ago *HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME* lol finally 18 *woot* Gonna have a long- happy day tomorrow hopefully. Well thats all for now .. tootles