They Dont Love You Like I Love You

Feb 23, 2004 16:45


Well, at first, i claimed this was the day from hell. But then.. it started to not be. Psh. It was terrible, and people in lunch pissed me off.. and so me and Adam went to the library to get away from the racism. Grrrrrrr. Whatever. Anyway. We had fun.. and fought. Silly people we are ya know. Then we went to geo.. and im in a group with taylor and missy. Good times today. Then it was gym... wich was DUNDUNDUN the test i failed. no i didnt, im lying. then it was ENGLISH! we read our group people (with lily :( ))) ms.vanbitch said that our poem was "harsh, but great" so ya know. And we made people laugh. teehee. the GOAL WAS REACHED! mwahahahaha. love to all. just got back from solo and ensamble. met our accompanist. erin rocks my socks. and then we talked to um.. these two people and what not. yeaaaaah know. and now i'm home. i have shit to do. only 1 1/2 days left till no more school for a few days. Yesh



survey time amanda
i stole this from someone

The USUAL
name = amanda
age = 14
piercings = ears

tattoos = i wish

height = 5'5"
shoe size = 8
hair color = blonde/brown
siblings = 3 sisters

LAST...
movie you rented = grind
movie you bought = lotr 2
song you listened to = "maps" the yeah yeah yeahs
song that was stuck in your head = the one im listening to. THEY DONT LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
cd you bought = the white stripes. i dont care if you dont fucking like them. i do.
cd you listened to = my "chill out" mix cd
person you've called = my mommy
person that's called you = cant remember
tv show you've watched = switched
person you were thinking of = i cant say, its toooo bad. it could cause trouble.

DO
you have a crush on someone = yes
you wish you could live somewhere else = downtown naperville again
you think about suicide = no way jose, not anymore
you believe in online dating = HA...so stupid. for all i know it could be some big fat old wrinkly guy with his nipples pierced
others find you attractive = i hope
you want more piercings = definately
you drink = nope
you do drugs = nope
you smoke = nope
you like cleaning = i despise it
you like roller coasters = yea
you write in cursive or print = print/cursive. its a jumblie mix
you carry a donor card = no

FOR OR AGAINST...
long distance relationships = eh against these days. due to previous relationships and present.
using someone = against
suicide = against
killing people = depends on who it is lol. jk. against
teenage smoking = against
doing drugs = Against
driving drunk = Against
gay/lesbian relationships = For. 100% for. they should all be able to marry to.
soap operas = FOR! ALL THE WAY BABY!

FAVORITE
food = to much
song = i have no idea...
thing to do = hang w/ friends.. sing.. draw.. write write write write, listen to music
thing to talk about = anything funny
sports = me gusta jugar futbol
drinks = water, acvnjaoieh and mt.dew
clothes =  black zip up hoodie w/ wite beater. olllld raggy weathervane jeans. and my black/pink vans or my converse or my new vans
movies = to many
band/singer = to many
holiday = halloween on x-mas ((NO NOT HALOWEEN AND XMAS, HALOWEEN ON XMAS. YOU HEARD ME)

HAVE YOU
ever cried over a girl = no
ever cried over a boy = plenty of times
ever lied to someone = yeah
ever been in a fist fight = yea

ever been arrested = well, i'd have to say no

WHAT
shampoo do you use = akldcnaweior garnier fructise
shoes do you wear = blacknpink vans.. converse.. or my newwww vans
are you scared of = alot

NUMBER...
of times I have been in love? = once
of times I have had my heart broken? = many
of hearts I have broken? = i dunno, i feel guilty
of girls I have kissed? = none
of boys I have kissed? = i like to forget about those
of drugs taken illegally? = none
of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = very few
of people I consider my enemies? = none
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = most likely not more then once
of scars on my body? = 5-10 small ones
of things in my past that i regret = too many

FAVORITE
disney movie - all of em cept sleeping beauty.
word - to many
nickname - manda or mandakins
guy name -  riles
girl name -  marisol
eye color-  blue/green
piercing - lip
actor - i hate
actress - these questions

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
pretty - hmm
funny - i dunno thats for ya'll to decide
hot - :no
friendly - yeah
amusing - extremely
ugly - no
loveable - of course :o)
caring - yeah
sweet - yeah
dorky - sometimes



people seem to not know me very well...so here is a bunch of useless facts about me.

0. Im my own person, and I'm not influenced easily
1.i hate putting on make up but you'll never see me without it.
2.i love food, but i feel guilty when i eat it
3.i also hate being the only person in a group eating.
4.i'm easily amused
5. I cant stand having my whole head covered. i feel like im gonna suffocate
6. I'm afraid of clowns
7. Everything I wear, Im comfy in. no matter what i look like
8. I LOVE THE WHITE STRIPES! no matter what anyone else says about them.
9. i hate looking like shit, not because im afraid of what others think, but I want to look good for ME AND ME ALONE! ha.
10.i cant stand racist comments.

11.i don't understand math no matter how much i try and studie.
12.i am a doodler. i have the doodling disease
13.i always carry something to write on and with.. just incase.
14.i hate when people touch me.. unless its a close friend or a boyfriend or something. or when people are doing it to annoy me.. or guys touch me in certain ways that i cant stand, i get freaked out and alll AHH.
15.i get pissed off very easy.
16. i always feel lonley, even if i'm surrounded by tons of people.
17.i try my hardist never to say "i love you" unless i really meen it.
18.i love wearing little kid t-shirts.
19. I wont be sexually ACTIVE till marriage. but i kiss. and what not. yah know.
20. people think im "scary" but im the farthest thing from then, except when i get mad
21.i cry too much for my own good.
22.i always fall for people who i THINK are out of me league
23.i hate shopping but i love getting stuff.
24.im a tight wad.. i dont spend money unless its neccesary
25.i always have some kind of pain.
26.i hate my eyes but everyone else seems to love them.
27.i'm very much not girly.
28.im always the only girl allowed in my guy group.. on "boys night"
29.i always want a boyfriend, even if its not the right time
30.i'm actually a really good cook.
31.i can quote way to many movies/songs/people
32.i love those shitty old horror movies.
33. i hate piercing overloads on ears. and to many tattoos look like shit.
34.i hate cursive writing
35.i like to collect snowglobes
36.i'm actually a really nice person once you get to know me.
37. I listen to country music. obsesively. and punk/ska/emo/some metal/ christian music.. afhnao;weiry. everything but pop and rap and everything that goes w/ that.
38.i take everything to heart.
39.i hate when people say "i love you" and dont mean it.
40.i randomly bite people...but always in a playful way.
41.i love bunk-beds, i have one, and i sleep on the top.
42.i cant stand people who chew with their mouth open, or have bad eating habits
43.i believe that music=life
44.asiofawo;rhjaio. no matter how hard i try, I cant stop singing in the shower

45.i bruse really easy
46.my fave book is "hard love" orrrrrrr "what my mother doesnt know"
47.i hate WEARING SHOES. but i buy them anyway.
48.i'm a loner that just happens to have friends.
49. I LIKE BEING ALONE!
50. i dont believe in "what if" or "what could have been" or "what should have been". you cant change the past, not matter what happens.

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