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Dear friends - apparently i have been lacking in live journal posts (according to one Mei Hsin Chang who found it necessarty to send me 2nd person livejournal threats)
So i suppose i should tell you all about my life!
Well,after last tuesday, I have started doing drugs. Im especially addicted to heroin, my arm is already starting to get all nice and purply like in the requirem. Yes, yes indeed, midterms will do it to you. (OK i admit it, i just gave blood - partially cuz i wanted to know my blood type and if by some randomness i got mono from chase)
What else, what else?
I got to see my bestest friend twice over the past few weeks - my birthday is glorious and lasts so long! He came up between our birthdays for our official birthday bash and i made cake and we pigged out all weekend, and went to the beach, and met uli from project runway, and took lots of pictures, and wentto galleries, and scaled secret rooftops. It was glorious.
The parentals came up the next weekend for my bday, and i hung out with them and took them to the awesome sushi place, and then htey bought me some shoes cuz my sneakers developed a large hole in hte bottom - poor footy.
So last weekend i got to see rafael again and hung out with his class on hteir nyc fieldtrip. I also got to hang out with all my friends here and get takeout for me bday - it was sweet.
What else - what else? Im very poor right now because I didnt get a pay check last week cuz they messed up - but the guys at the gym were going to give me a loan, but i think ima try to go without it - and i told my parents not to send me money - this is gonna be fun! And in 2 weeks, i get paid twice as much - wupeee!
Oh and i stabbed my toe into a wall yesterday and now its all big and ouchy and half the skin peeled off - it kinda sucks - ohhh well.
now, to stick with the livejournal tradition, some things ive learned about myself/u kno watevs:
- i always say i want to be average, but on some level im lying because i only want to be average so i can work my butt off and leave everyone else in the dust
- i go to the gym, and have the most fun on hte stationary bike that actually moves because they didnt connect it to hte ground right
- i dont really care what im doing as long as im around the people i care about
- im not always really bad at decisions - i just want to be accomadating - id rather let someone else choose, because in hte end im just happy being with them
- im really scared that people dont love me as much as i love them
- i check myspace top 8m, and not seeing myself there sometimes hurts my feelings - but hten i laugh at myself for being stupid
- i plan little things in my life months in advance - ive allready planned out exactly when im working at the gym over winter break
- sometimes it gets on my nerves when people coplain about being so busy but they dont work half as hard as i do
- i would rather work upwards of 30 hrs a week, when im only getting paid for 20 (at the minute) rather than let my parents pay for me all the time because i feel like im already taking too much from them
- i always look through garbage bins as i walk past to make sure hteres nothing worth taking in htem
- i pick up random stuff people throw out
- it excites me to find random abandoned rooms and corners in buildings
- i like to jump over counters
- i like to carry heavy stuff because i want to see how much i can carry
- when im at home, and im washing hte dishes, i always take the cups all at the same time, and i have contests with myself about how many cups i can carry at the same time, my record is 25 (my fingers hurt a lottt after that one)
- i have authority problems and thus i treat my bosses and teachers as friends instead of authority figures
- sometimes i take responcibility for my friends problems even though there was no way i could have helped them
- i love to be friends with people that have layers to their personality, people that are cold or closed off at first, so when i get close to them and find their real personality and gain their trust i can feel like ive accomplished something special
- i think the greatest compliment is to be trusted with someone's secret
- i love when people tell me about their problems, because even if i cant help, i feel like ive done something by listening
- sometimes i feel like i cant be sad because people depend on me to be the optimistic one
- there is only one person who i know loves me as much as i love him and sometimes i worry if im a good enough friend
- i sometimes say silly things just to make people laugh
- other times i say random crap just to start a conversation
- i love when people put hteir arm around my shoulder, it makes me feel safe
- i love when people let me lean on hteir shoulder
- for some reason i tend to only like to have male drawing teachers and female painting teachers - i have no idea why
- its easier for me to be friends with guys
- i expect too much of the female gender- i expect us to defy any differences and limitations that are expected of us as females so we would completely deserve to be treated equally if not better
- maybe thats why its hard for me to be around too many many girls because most of htem annoy the heck out of me
- i like when people send me letters - especially when theyre hand written and i can feel the little dents that pens leave on paper from the pressure, I keep letters forever
- i like to figure people out because im always scared theyre going to turn around to hurt me
- i trust too easily
- its really scary how easy it is for the people i care about to hurt me
- i always try to be everyone's best friend - i dont know why
- im obsessed with everything gay - and it seems like a superficcial obsession - but then it really isnt - but its hard to explain.
- i sing in elevators after everyone else leaves
- sometimes when i get out of hte elevator i do funny dances down hte hall to get to my room
- sometimes i say i dont like charlotte church - but i think im just jealous of her
- my alarm rings atleast 4 times before i wake up - and i have memorized an elaborate timing system to wake up for all the different times that i have to wake up in the morning
- its so easy to make me happy
- i pretend i like some contemporary art so people wouldnt think im a prude
well hope that was enough for you to approve mace- love daria
So i suppose i should tell you all about my life!
Well,after last tuesday, I have started doing drugs. Im especially addicted to heroin, my arm is already starting to get all nice and purply like in the requirem. Yes, yes indeed, midterms will do it to you. (OK i admit it, i just gave blood - partially cuz i wanted to know my blood type and if by some randomness i got mono from chase)
What else, what else?
I got to see my bestest friend twice over the past few weeks - my birthday is glorious and lasts so long! He came up between our birthdays for our official birthday bash and i made cake and we pigged out all weekend, and went to the beach, and met uli from project runway, and took lots of pictures, and wentto galleries, and scaled secret rooftops. It was glorious.
The parentals came up the next weekend for my bday, and i hung out with them and took them to the awesome sushi place, and then htey bought me some shoes cuz my sneakers developed a large hole in hte bottom - poor footy.
So last weekend i got to see rafael again and hung out with his class on hteir nyc fieldtrip. I also got to hang out with all my friends here and get takeout for me bday - it was sweet.
What else - what else? Im very poor right now because I didnt get a pay check last week cuz they messed up - but the guys at the gym were going to give me a loan, but i think ima try to go without it - and i told my parents not to send me money - this is gonna be fun! And in 2 weeks, i get paid twice as much - wupeee!
Oh and i stabbed my toe into a wall yesterday and now its all big and ouchy and half the skin peeled off - it kinda sucks - ohhh well.
now, to stick with the livejournal tradition, some things ive learned about myself/u kno watevs:
- i always say i want to be average, but on some level im lying because i only want to be average so i can work my butt off and leave everyone else in the dust
- i go to the gym, and have the most fun on hte stationary bike that actually moves because they didnt connect it to hte ground right
- i dont really care what im doing as long as im around the people i care about
- im not always really bad at decisions - i just want to be accomadating - id rather let someone else choose, because in hte end im just happy being with them
- im really scared that people dont love me as much as i love them
- i check myspace top 8m, and not seeing myself there sometimes hurts my feelings - but hten i laugh at myself for being stupid
- i plan little things in my life months in advance - ive allready planned out exactly when im working at the gym over winter break
- sometimes it gets on my nerves when people coplain about being so busy but they dont work half as hard as i do
- i would rather work upwards of 30 hrs a week, when im only getting paid for 20 (at the minute) rather than let my parents pay for me all the time because i feel like im already taking too much from them
- i always look through garbage bins as i walk past to make sure hteres nothing worth taking in htem
- i pick up random stuff people throw out
- it excites me to find random abandoned rooms and corners in buildings
- i like to jump over counters
- i like to carry heavy stuff because i want to see how much i can carry
- when im at home, and im washing hte dishes, i always take the cups all at the same time, and i have contests with myself about how many cups i can carry at the same time, my record is 25 (my fingers hurt a lottt after that one)
- i have authority problems and thus i treat my bosses and teachers as friends instead of authority figures
- sometimes i take responcibility for my friends problems even though there was no way i could have helped them
- i love to be friends with people that have layers to their personality, people that are cold or closed off at first, so when i get close to them and find their real personality and gain their trust i can feel like ive accomplished something special
- i think the greatest compliment is to be trusted with someone's secret
- i love when people tell me about their problems, because even if i cant help, i feel like ive done something by listening
- sometimes i feel like i cant be sad because people depend on me to be the optimistic one
- there is only one person who i know loves me as much as i love him and sometimes i worry if im a good enough friend
- i sometimes say silly things just to make people laugh
- other times i say random crap just to start a conversation
- i love when people put hteir arm around my shoulder, it makes me feel safe
- i love when people let me lean on hteir shoulder
- for some reason i tend to only like to have male drawing teachers and female painting teachers - i have no idea why
- its easier for me to be friends with guys
- i expect too much of the female gender- i expect us to defy any differences and limitations that are expected of us as females so we would completely deserve to be treated equally if not better
- maybe thats why its hard for me to be around too many many girls because most of htem annoy the heck out of me
- i like when people send me letters - especially when theyre hand written and i can feel the little dents that pens leave on paper from the pressure, I keep letters forever
- i like to figure people out because im always scared theyre going to turn around to hurt me
- i trust too easily
- its really scary how easy it is for the people i care about to hurt me
- i always try to be everyone's best friend - i dont know why
- im obsessed with everything gay - and it seems like a superficcial obsession - but then it really isnt - but its hard to explain.
- i sing in elevators after everyone else leaves
- sometimes when i get out of hte elevator i do funny dances down hte hall to get to my room
- sometimes i say i dont like charlotte church - but i think im just jealous of her
- my alarm rings atleast 4 times before i wake up - and i have memorized an elaborate timing system to wake up for all the different times that i have to wake up in the morning
- its so easy to make me happy
- i pretend i like some contemporary art so people wouldnt think im a prude
well hope that was enough for you to approve mace- love daria