fuck.
so, i haven't updated this in a while & so here i go.
i wish there was a way to set entire months or years of my previous posts to private, or all of my posts at one time.
anyway.
so, this year started horribly, i've; spent '08 being completely out of my mind, i am suprised that i hadent killed myself. i was unbeleivably depressed was in a daze that i couldtnt get out of. it spilled into '09 where i almost completely failed at school. I got a girlfriend, she was rediculesly cool. which was amazing because i had fallen completely out of even being able to get turned on, i lost all libido and wasnt even atracted to girls if that makes any sense. anyway she came about and blew my mind. but then i was stll suffering from depression. it took my doctors a long time to figure out a solution to the depressiona nd anxiety.
ok i am sorry this is where i have to leave you. i am about to break down. i wish that i didnt have mental problems! lol!
anyway tune in next time for camerons pathetic little journal to find out about how my sons leaving me, how his mom got married. how many cool things have happened and all about the girlfriend and the struggle to just live.......
laters.
i wish there was a way to set entire months or years of my previous posts to private, or all of my posts at one time.
anyway.
so, this year started horribly, i've; spent '08 being completely out of my mind, i am suprised that i hadent killed myself. i was unbeleivably depressed was in a daze that i couldtnt get out of. it spilled into '09 where i almost completely failed at school. I got a girlfriend, she was rediculesly cool. which was amazing because i had fallen completely out of even being able to get turned on, i lost all libido and wasnt even atracted to girls if that makes any sense. anyway she came about and blew my mind. but then i was stll suffering from depression. it took my doctors a long time to figure out a solution to the depressiona nd anxiety.
ok i am sorry this is where i have to leave you. i am about to break down. i wish that i didnt have mental problems! lol!
anyway tune in next time for camerons pathetic little journal to find out about how my sons leaving me, how his mom got married. how many cool things have happened and all about the girlfriend and the struggle to just live.......
laters.