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[dorkorluv]

i feel like shit right now. she is all worked up about losing him. she doesnt even remember "us". she doesnt remember that i truly love her and hate to see her hurting for this guy that doesnt care. she said that she was stupid for thinking that someone could actually fall in love with her. you know what, i fucking love her with all my heart. it hurts me so much to see her torn up like this. she is hurting herself and she wont let me be there to help her thru this. well when you are ready, i'll always be here for you. i love you and there is nothing you can do to make me feel any different about you.

thats all for now, maybe forever. i think im done with all of this....