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It's been forever since I have wrote on here. Alot has happened. I am now a member of the United States Navy. I'm a Seabee actually, and if you don't know what that is look it up, were pretty bad ass.
I guess it took my abuelo dying to open up my eyes and dare me live appropriately. No more drugs, no more drinking. No more Chris or Eric. I finally cut them out of my life. Chris was my on again off again of 2 yrs, and for good reason. We were broken up, and talking about getting back together when he got some girl pregnant. So needless to say it's over for good. And Eric never was really there, I guess it took me forever to admit that. But, my journey in this new life has led me to the man of my dreams. <3 I have been seeing a gentleman by the name of Christopher for going on six months now and I am soooooooo head over heels for him. He is unlike anyone I have ever been with, and I know I have said it before but this is different. I wasn't looking for a relationship when I met him. It just happened. I didn't even like him at first when I met him. haha. I was like what is this guy bothering me for? I was tired and only had been in Cali for an hour when we met. But once I left my bitchiness behind it didn't take him long to win me over. =) Right now he is in San Diego which is four away from where I am, but he'll be back on September 7th. And I CAN'T WAIT! =) He makes my heart flutter every time I hear his voice. <3 I can't wait to start my life with him. Who would have thought I would fallen for a lil half-a-Rican like myself? ;)
I guess it took my abuelo dying to open up my eyes and dare me live appropriately. No more drugs, no more drinking. No more Chris or Eric. I finally cut them out of my life. Chris was my on again off again of 2 yrs, and for good reason. We were broken up, and talking about getting back together when he got some girl pregnant. So needless to say it's over for good. And Eric never was really there, I guess it took me forever to admit that. But, my journey in this new life has led me to the man of my dreams. <3 I have been seeing a gentleman by the name of Christopher for going on six months now and I am soooooooo head over heels for him. He is unlike anyone I have ever been with, and I know I have said it before but this is different. I wasn't looking for a relationship when I met him. It just happened. I didn't even like him at first when I met him. haha. I was like what is this guy bothering me for? I was tired and only had been in Cali for an hour when we met. But once I left my bitchiness behind it didn't take him long to win me over. =) Right now he is in San Diego which is four away from where I am, but he'll be back on September 7th. And I CAN'T WAIT! =) He makes my heart flutter every time I hear his voice. <3 I can't wait to start my life with him. Who would have thought I would fallen for a lil half-a-Rican like myself? ;)