friday fuckers
DAILY INventOry
Am i clean today? yes
How have i acted differently? i was humble and reserved at work
did my disease run my life today? NO
What did I do today that i wish i had not done? nothing
What have i left undone that i wish i had done? fax my ID to SEMCA
Was i good to myself today? yes
how? i shared honestly
was today a good day? yes
was i happy? yes
was i serene? yeah
did i talk to my sponser today? yes
did i attend a meeting today?yes
did i share my experineces, strenghts and hopes? yes
who are the people in my life i trust today? my mom, my sponser, shannon,chrissy, courntey,tab b.,christina,christein
who has trust in me today? chrissy,courtney, joy, shannon,jenny,my mom, my grandma,my work
did i read fron our literature today? yes
what steps did i consciously work? all of em
did i admit my powerlessnes today? yes
was i able to put my trust in my higher power today? yes
what did i learn about myself today?that i can interact with coworkers without feeling less than
did i make any amends today?none were needed
do i owe any? no
did i admit fault to anyone today? yes
did i worry about yesterday or tomorrow? no
can i accept myself today as i am? yes
did i feel like i was a part of humanity today? yes
did i allow myself to become obsessed by anything today? not having any cram or sugar...i had to drink twice te amount of tea b/c i don't like black coffee
what has God given me to be grateful for today? a foundation thats growing to include people of all aspects of life
have i done anything to cause harm to myself or to another today? no
am i willing to change today? yes
did i pray or meditate today? yes
how did this affect my life? i feel more humble and willing to follow my higher powers will
what spiritual princiles have i been able to practice in my life today?surrender,humility and service
was the most important thing in my life today staying clean? yes
have i given of myself today without expecting anything in return? yes
was there fear in my life today? yes about the new job ob
did i feel intense joy or pain? no
did i call or visit someone in the program today? yes
did i pray for the wellbeing of anohter today?yes
was i happy today? yes
have i been peaceful today? yes
did i consiously remeber that i have a choice today? YES
today was a really good day. i am a little disapointed that it is over already. I enjoyed my trial shift and my coworkers. i feel better now that i have a lil cah for smokes. I went to my first GLBT meeting and it was cool. i got this guys number for a ride to a meeting on Thrusdays so thats cool a well. i am finally feeling more plugged into the fellowship out here. Last nite i went to a meeting with a fellow sponsee Christina and it was cool.i seen this kid JAmes i work with there. today at work was fairly simple and i didn't feel frusterated or overwhelemed at all. i think once i've got a lot of things down it will be much more rewarding. I am just bored and lonely now. I am going to pray andmeditate and enjoy this me time and i am grateful to be alive and clean and happy today!
Am i clean today? yes
How have i acted differently? i was humble and reserved at work
did my disease run my life today? NO
What did I do today that i wish i had not done? nothing
What have i left undone that i wish i had done? fax my ID to SEMCA
Was i good to myself today? yes
how? i shared honestly
was today a good day? yes
was i happy? yes
was i serene? yeah
did i talk to my sponser today? yes
did i attend a meeting today?yes
did i share my experineces, strenghts and hopes? yes
who are the people in my life i trust today? my mom, my sponser, shannon,chrissy, courntey,tab b.,christina,christein
who has trust in me today? chrissy,courtney, joy, shannon,jenny,my mom, my grandma,my work
did i read fron our literature today? yes
what steps did i consciously work? all of em
did i admit my powerlessnes today? yes
was i able to put my trust in my higher power today? yes
what did i learn about myself today?that i can interact with coworkers without feeling less than
did i make any amends today?none were needed
do i owe any? no
did i admit fault to anyone today? yes
did i worry about yesterday or tomorrow? no
can i accept myself today as i am? yes
did i feel like i was a part of humanity today? yes
did i allow myself to become obsessed by anything today? not having any cram or sugar...i had to drink twice te amount of tea b/c i don't like black coffee
what has God given me to be grateful for today? a foundation thats growing to include people of all aspects of life
have i done anything to cause harm to myself or to another today? no
am i willing to change today? yes
did i pray or meditate today? yes
how did this affect my life? i feel more humble and willing to follow my higher powers will
what spiritual princiles have i been able to practice in my life today?surrender,humility and service
was the most important thing in my life today staying clean? yes
have i given of myself today without expecting anything in return? yes
was there fear in my life today? yes about the new job ob
did i feel intense joy or pain? no
did i call or visit someone in the program today? yes
did i pray for the wellbeing of anohter today?yes
was i happy today? yes
have i been peaceful today? yes
did i consiously remeber that i have a choice today? YES
today was a really good day. i am a little disapointed that it is over already. I enjoyed my trial shift and my coworkers. i feel better now that i have a lil cah for smokes. I went to my first GLBT meeting and it was cool. i got this guys number for a ride to a meeting on Thrusdays so thats cool a well. i am finally feeling more plugged into the fellowship out here. Last nite i went to a meeting with a fellow sponsee Christina and it was cool.i seen this kid JAmes i work with there. today at work was fairly simple and i didn't feel frusterated or overwhelemed at all. i think once i've got a lot of things down it will be much more rewarding. I am just bored and lonely now. I am going to pray andmeditate and enjoy this me time and i am grateful to be alive and clean and happy today!