missing my peeps
its really kinda hard not knowing anyone. and b/c i have a big mouth and bitched out maria heather 40somethhing yr old ex that called her a slut and talked shit about her before i got here but everytime i was with heather she wouldnt say a thing...then the few times i aint been there n heather seen maria by herself shes gunna start shit.well lol she got a nice SHOCK when last week she called heather a slut and got punched in the face 3 times, she never expected heather to fight back and in imbarssemnt and pain ran away like a fuckin pussy. then i confronted her finally when i seen her and she wouldnt apologize to my heather or step up to me to let me show her why its not a good idea to talk shit about people....now all of this old bthes dirty putero rician asses wanna kick my ass and shit...or say they will if they say they will if thye have to becasue thier aunt cant defend herself and thats fucked up...and im like well maybe she outta think about that before she goes opening her big mouth and callin people sluts...so yeah im still a fireball even all the way up n over here lol. but i miss not knowing anyone. or being able to bum a sqaure (which they never heard of a cigarette bein called a sqaure ...wtf) and whats a parlor and burrow?! and soda...cant 4 get that one....neways i just miss being a enabled pussy that wouldnt grow up sometimes...but i guess if life was easy i woulda done this a long time ago...and fuckin a right its hard being an adult, going to work everytime i'm spossed to. paying for every tampon, cigarette, blunt, and clean underwear i use. it's rough and i wouldnt change ne of it though. i'd still make the same decision in a heart beat. I fucking love heather...she gets me. We compelte eachother...she loves me and never judges me and our love life is amazingly still the same as when i got here....now we are learning all about eachother thoguh and we know bout eachothers attitudes and moods and its really interesting being so close and open to her its so fairey tale and eww like sureal. but yeah what is real is that i am addicited to wal-mart...i love heather and our 2 cats+2 kittens= 3 cats lol...and i love my job...i live myself for getting one 4 days after i got her...and i love my boss for giving me my .50cent raise early as a surprize but b/c i got heather a job there she heard and told me b4 we got our checks hehe...and duh lol heather got a job as cashier at my work so fucking a right we can get a car like in a month or two tops and then come home for christmas for like 1-2weeks! and i am proprosing to her on valentines day, we already know who's going to marry us if i can gfet a hold of her and see if she'll do it and we know whne and where May of 07 at the publik house in sturbridge,mass. yay baby yay well i feel better just getting all that off my mind time to smoke a bowl n pass put b/c i gotta work at 8 am and i work from7a-4p today blah but its all gravy b/c weds we are going to Hampton Beach yea~ k luv ya'll ask me if neone want/needs my addy-telly #'s luv sharebear