kill me please

[dorknaked]

i dont really know where to begin...how bout the fact that im a loser and all alone and hate myself and just want to take a brand new razor and go take all this crap inside me and make it just go away and be numb for a while

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wow this was long..

[bladez_n_blood]

hey, i am sorry to hear about your job. it sounds like your better off and i am sure you can find another job soon.. i hate working for asshole people.. that is the worst, it makes your job suck to where you hate knowing you have to go back.. i am sorry that i haven't been around much to talk to you.. i have been trying to leave messages with you to let you know that i am wanting to talk to you and be friends.. like yourself i have alot going on in my life.. i wish we could have met when i was/in a better sitution. but i am glad that we met.. when i get my car back on the raod i will totally hang out with you.. right now i have to relie on rides from everyone.. i know how much it sucks.. as far as people who stop talking to you cuz your in/were NA, fuck them cuz they are not your real friends. i have people do that shit to me all the time, cuz i have mental issues and was on meds.. some people are mature enough to look pass your flaws and know noone in this world is perfect.. i want to be friends and hang out. you were so right we do have alot in common and i totally agree that we can help ground each other.. i don't really have that many friends myself, the ones i do have live 1 hour or 2 away from me.. so i can uderstand you wanting more friends.. there are alot of shady lesbians who strive off drama, so be careful.. when i get my car back on the road i will take you too flint and you can meet some of my really cool friends, who will look past your flaws and see you, if you want too.. i really do try to be online more, and i hope you understand that.. i think your really cool and i would like us to be friends.. hang in there.. :D.. sorry it takes me awhile, i have a problem with reading and i can't really stay focus, when i read. so it might take a few for me to read all of your post and comment..