My weekend.
Ok, here we go.
Friday, I had Chelsea come over. We had a good time I guess. We went to the Fire House and it was good fun. I actually had a good time, and there really wasn't any drama so it was all good. I got to see Josh! ^.^' OMG! I missed him SO much. He didn't talk to me much though... ;-; His GF's cute. Although they make a weird looking couple, I'm happy for him. He has long hair! XD So does Richard. O.O' Oh, and Kat's hair is like short. >.>' Well, anyway, I was afraid I was gonna be ignored and stuff, but YES! People talked to me. Now I want to go every Friday. :P Ant.'s not there so it's all good. But, it's taken over by Rednecks! AHH! Lol. Friday was fun. The only thing that really was close to drama, was these ghetto kids, black people, throwing bottles over at the "freaks" but nothing was said. They just threw bottles, some people got hit in the head, so I went off to the side. Geez... people are racist. >.>' I was like "dude, don't say that around me" and stuff, but I just went away and I wasn't bothered. So, after we left, we were dropped off at my house and went to my room and watched Chobits and I feel asleep.
Saturday, me and Chelsea hung out at my house for a while and talked. I kinda broke down to her about stuff, showed her my note, and tried as hard as I could to hold in my tears, but it made it worse. Then we got into other things about what happened last year and stuff. I told her some stuff about me and the first time I said it to her, she freaked out, liek a year ago, and this time she seemed to be Ok with it and was like Ok, so ya. Then we came over to her house, and hung out for a while. Well, I made a deal with Chelsea to not talk to Mike all weekend and her not Adam, but Mike came over and was pissed so I had to try to cheer him up. :\ I felt bad for him and tried to help him calm down some. WHen he hugged me I could feel him shaking and I was starting to get a little scared. Well, then me and Chelsea started to head over to Swing, and I said bye to Mike. I told Chelsea a little about what was wrong and stuff and we got to Swing. Like 40 minutes after we got there I started to ask about lessons. So, I called my mom up and asked her, and I start in May. ^.^' I learned some new stuff too. I danced with the same guy that tried to Lindy Hop with me, which I suck at, and I was liek so out of it. -.-' I was sleepy... Well, anyways, I really am starting to want to Swing more. So we came home and we went on this site and found this funny thing, which we actually watched before we left.
http://www.dumbppl.com/flash/audition.swf
If you like funny random crap, watch it. XD Who's your daddy!?
Today, We woke up and had breakfast. We watched Swing Kids what we started to watch the day before and it really made me think some. About Swing, the Nazis back then... a whole bunch of stuff. There was times I almost cried, but I actually held it in. I thought it was a really good movie. I wanna dance that good... ;-; And right now I might sound a little like a follower, but I think Swing is becoming a part of my life. I don't know. Because, it actually keeps my mind off things a lot, and ya I'll admit, I don't think I was born to dance, but this is actually a dance I'm putting effort into learning how to do. I try my hardest to understand things, and I try to get it down perfectly, but I think I'm pissing Chelsea off when I can't do something right. And I'm hoping if I get lessons, that I can get the guy part down so I can dance with Chelsea more and other people so we can take turns switching parts. The only thing I can do is the turn. :\ I mean, at times I try to learn when the cues and moves are for certain things, but then again, I still don't know when. :\ I want Mike to Swing dance with me. That way, I can get a lot of practice and stuff. :\ But he won;t and won't tell me why he stopped. -.-' Anyways... back to my day. Lol. He came over and we hung out and Chelsea talked to Adam some. We started to watch How To Lose A GuyIn 10 Days, but then we had to go. Chelsea had troupe, and I had to go home. Chelsea was dropped off, and then me, Mike tagged along, so I wasn't alone in the car. :\ Well, That was pretty much my day. I thought a lot about me and Swing and I think some people might see me as a folower, but then again, it really does make me happy. I never really thought about it, but it does. And maybe just maybe, I might be good enough to make troupe... some day. Maybe in a year or so I'll try out. :: Nods. ::
That was my weekend. Did a lot of bonding with Chelsea and stuff. I love Chelsea. I <3 Chelsea. She's my best friend. ^.^' Thanks for a good weekend, Chelsea. Hope to do it again sometime.
Friday, I had Chelsea come over. We had a good time I guess. We went to the Fire House and it was good fun. I actually had a good time, and there really wasn't any drama so it was all good. I got to see Josh! ^.^' OMG! I missed him SO much. He didn't talk to me much though... ;-; His GF's cute. Although they make a weird looking couple, I'm happy for him. He has long hair! XD So does Richard. O.O' Oh, and Kat's hair is like short. >.>' Well, anyway, I was afraid I was gonna be ignored and stuff, but YES! People talked to me. Now I want to go every Friday. :P Ant.'s not there so it's all good. But, it's taken over by Rednecks! AHH! Lol. Friday was fun. The only thing that really was close to drama, was these ghetto kids, black people, throwing bottles over at the "freaks" but nothing was said. They just threw bottles, some people got hit in the head, so I went off to the side. Geez... people are racist. >.>' I was like "dude, don't say that around me" and stuff, but I just went away and I wasn't bothered. So, after we left, we were dropped off at my house and went to my room and watched Chobits and I feel asleep.
Saturday, me and Chelsea hung out at my house for a while and talked. I kinda broke down to her about stuff, showed her my note, and tried as hard as I could to hold in my tears, but it made it worse. Then we got into other things about what happened last year and stuff. I told her some stuff about me and the first time I said it to her, she freaked out, liek a year ago, and this time she seemed to be Ok with it and was like Ok, so ya. Then we came over to her house, and hung out for a while. Well, I made a deal with Chelsea to not talk to Mike all weekend and her not Adam, but Mike came over and was pissed so I had to try to cheer him up. :\ I felt bad for him and tried to help him calm down some. WHen he hugged me I could feel him shaking and I was starting to get a little scared. Well, then me and Chelsea started to head over to Swing, and I said bye to Mike. I told Chelsea a little about what was wrong and stuff and we got to Swing. Like 40 minutes after we got there I started to ask about lessons. So, I called my mom up and asked her, and I start in May. ^.^' I learned some new stuff too. I danced with the same guy that tried to Lindy Hop with me, which I suck at, and I was liek so out of it. -.-' I was sleepy... Well, anyways, I really am starting to want to Swing more. So we came home and we went on this site and found this funny thing, which we actually watched before we left.
http://www.dumbppl.com/flash/audition.swf
If you like funny random crap, watch it. XD Who's your daddy!?
Today, We woke up and had breakfast. We watched Swing Kids what we started to watch the day before and it really made me think some. About Swing, the Nazis back then... a whole bunch of stuff. There was times I almost cried, but I actually held it in. I thought it was a really good movie. I wanna dance that good... ;-; And right now I might sound a little like a follower, but I think Swing is becoming a part of my life. I don't know. Because, it actually keeps my mind off things a lot, and ya I'll admit, I don't think I was born to dance, but this is actually a dance I'm putting effort into learning how to do. I try my hardest to understand things, and I try to get it down perfectly, but I think I'm pissing Chelsea off when I can't do something right. And I'm hoping if I get lessons, that I can get the guy part down so I can dance with Chelsea more and other people so we can take turns switching parts. The only thing I can do is the turn. :\ I mean, at times I try to learn when the cues and moves are for certain things, but then again, I still don't know when. :\ I want Mike to Swing dance with me. That way, I can get a lot of practice and stuff. :\ But he won;t and won't tell me why he stopped. -.-' Anyways... back to my day. Lol. He came over and we hung out and Chelsea talked to Adam some. We started to watch How To Lose A GuyIn 10 Days, but then we had to go. Chelsea had troupe, and I had to go home. Chelsea was dropped off, and then me, Mike tagged along, so I wasn't alone in the car. :\ Well, That was pretty much my day. I thought a lot about me and Swing and I think some people might see me as a folower, but then again, it really does make me happy. I never really thought about it, but it does. And maybe just maybe, I might be good enough to make troupe... some day. Maybe in a year or so I'll try out. :: Nods. ::
That was my weekend. Did a lot of bonding with Chelsea and stuff. I love Chelsea. I <3 Chelsea. She's my best friend. ^.^' Thanks for a good weekend, Chelsea. Hope to do it again sometime.