"choke" by chuck palahniuk
every addiction, she said, was just a way to treat this same problem. drugs or overeating or alcohol or sex, it was all just another way to find peace. to escape what we know. our education. our bite of the apple. language, she said, was just our way to explain away the wonder and glory of the world. to deconstruct. to dismiss. she said people can’t deal with how beautiful the world really is. how it can’t be explained and understood.