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Today/tonight was rather nice.
School was the usual. I had 2 subs today, in the classes I dislike the most.
Rode the bus home with Nickolas so we could hang out after school.
Got to his house and were going to have a 'Nickolas and Samantha' nap, but Boomer and Mikey showed up and Boomer wanted us to go to the park with him. So we did. Hung out there for quite awhile. Got bit a bazillion times by gnats >< Then we decided to go back inside where it wasn't buggy.
We just layed around for a good while. Talked. Then Mikey scares the crap out of me and shows up at Nick's window. So we hang out with him until it's time for them to take me home.
And now I'm here. Bored. Probably about to go to bed because I have nothing else to do.
I'm afraid I'm going to get too attached. And then something is going to happen and I'm going to wind up getting hurt.
I don't want to like him way more than he likes me, even though it's already probably like that. I'll get hurt if that happens. I know it. That's always how it is.
But, for some reason. He's different. A good different. I just don't know how to explain it.
Just, talking to him tonight made me feel so happy to be with him, and lucky to have him. A month ago I would've never thought that Nick Godley, the guy with the big gauges in my 4th period, would like me and want to be with me. Sometimes I still wonder how he could like someone like me.
I'm just glad I'm actually happy for once. And I hope this one lasts, at least for awhile.
♥♥
School was the usual. I had 2 subs today, in the classes I dislike the most.
Rode the bus home with Nickolas so we could hang out after school.
Got to his house and were going to have a 'Nickolas and Samantha' nap, but Boomer and Mikey showed up and Boomer wanted us to go to the park with him. So we did. Hung out there for quite awhile. Got bit a bazillion times by gnats >< Then we decided to go back inside where it wasn't buggy.
We just layed around for a good while. Talked. Then Mikey scares the crap out of me and shows up at Nick's window. So we hang out with him until it's time for them to take me home.
And now I'm here. Bored. Probably about to go to bed because I have nothing else to do.
I'm afraid I'm going to get too attached. And then something is going to happen and I'm going to wind up getting hurt.
I don't want to like him way more than he likes me, even though it's already probably like that. I'll get hurt if that happens. I know it. That's always how it is.
But, for some reason. He's different. A good different. I just don't know how to explain it.
Just, talking to him tonight made me feel so happy to be with him, and lucky to have him. A month ago I would've never thought that Nick Godley, the guy with the big gauges in my 4th period, would like me and want to be with me. Sometimes I still wonder how he could like someone like me.
I'm just glad I'm actually happy for once. And I hope this one lasts, at least for awhile.
♥♥