i dizzon't understizzand...
i feel like someone needs to have a dress up dinner gathering. i feel the need to dress up and be lovely (at least try to be) but i don't want to dress up and just sit here by myself.
yesterday was wonderful. no, i didn't leave the house and no, i didn't hang out with anyone. i was all by myself but i had a good day. i watched the price is right, then watched how to deal. it wasn't a bad movie, really... the grandma in it smoked a lot of weed and it was too funny! after reading stephanie's journal where she talked about going for a walk out in the snow, i decided it sounded like a good idea. i found a trail in our woods that was a shortcut to another road where the tank plant is and it was great. the field was so pretty. it is officially "my spot." i can't wait until this summer because i'm going to walk out there all the time. hmm then i came in and layed on the floor and listened to maroon 5. i felt so peaceful yesterday. it was weird.
now today has just been boring. i don't even remember what i've done... i took a nap, i remember that, but nothing much else. we're out of school again tomorrow and i'm glad for that, but i feel like i need something to do. i hope the parental's will take me to kendall's since obviously my car won't be moving for many, many days.
i need to write. i've got so much emotion built up and i haven't written it out for a while. i think i will do that now. :)
yesterday was wonderful. no, i didn't leave the house and no, i didn't hang out with anyone. i was all by myself but i had a good day. i watched the price is right, then watched how to deal. it wasn't a bad movie, really... the grandma in it smoked a lot of weed and it was too funny! after reading stephanie's journal where she talked about going for a walk out in the snow, i decided it sounded like a good idea. i found a trail in our woods that was a shortcut to another road where the tank plant is and it was great. the field was so pretty. it is officially "my spot." i can't wait until this summer because i'm going to walk out there all the time. hmm then i came in and layed on the floor and listened to maroon 5. i felt so peaceful yesterday. it was weird.
now today has just been boring. i don't even remember what i've done... i took a nap, i remember that, but nothing much else. we're out of school again tomorrow and i'm glad for that, but i feel like i need something to do. i hope the parental's will take me to kendall's since obviously my car won't be moving for many, many days.
i need to write. i've got so much emotion built up and i haven't written it out for a while. i think i will do that now. :)