Jan 11, 2011 12:25
Looking back on it, I absolutely loved everything about yesterday. To my future selves that read this, it was the day LJ took us in and out for our birthday. No matter what we're doing, I always find myself content and happy when I'm with you. I always enjoy watching you cook breakfast and it feels like we're already living together. Watching movies with you is fun too even though we're both pretty wimps when it comes to scary and suspenseful movies.
That dinner out at Archetypus was one of the best dinners I've had with you. The things you said, the ambiance, the pictures we took, and time we spent together - I couldn't be happier. Those moments I just feel like we fit each other so well.
On the ride back, when you said that I was your everything and that you loved me so very much it just confirmed that it could only be you. Despite what happens and despite the fact that you say I could get any guy I wanted, I feel like you can be the only one for me. You're patience and humor and success keeps me at my best and just myself no matter what. I want to be good to you for as long as I can and I can only hope that you'll continue to bless my life as you have been these last nine months.
We were talking about four-five years into the future, and honestly, I was a little scared to think that far forward. I don't know what's in store for us, but if it does happen, I would be so very happy to have a boyfriend like you. I love the look you give me when you were stroking my hair last night; it was the same look you gave me when we were first going out - just full of warmth. You are definitely my favorite person.