Nov 09, 2005 14:41
im in a crowded room, yet i feel all alone.
im just so tired, ive been pushing myself hoping to forget, but this is something i will never be able to forget. i need to let myself heal, but i worry about everyone else. i dont want him to get the best of me, but sometimes i cant be strong. ive been going to classes that helps though i feel like i cant handle any assignments and lack the motivation to care. i just want someone to love me. the world is full of assholes... but why do i manage to find them or better yet how do they find me? i am jealous of other peoples happiness and relationships, i want that. i still have faith that someday i will but i just hope its soon.
to put it simply i feel like eeyore.
~wilkey