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I realized that I never stopped loving her and I don't think I'll ever be able to stop... it breaks me to think that I'll be held prisoner to this my entire life but it's silly because surely things will get better. Loving her was the best and the worst thing that could have happened to me and I talked to her tonight. Last night since it's morning. I don't know.
I talked to Phillip too. I don't know why he sent me an IM but he did so I talked to him. It was actually kind of nice... sometimes I think my relationship with him was a mistake... but then I realize that I always think that about relationships because I always get burned.
This girl I know really wants to get with me. I like her but I'm afraid that she'll fall in love with me and I like her but I don't love her... I don't know how to love her. She's clingy and has a shitload of drama in her life... I seem to be a magnet to those types.
I talked to Phillip too. I don't know why he sent me an IM but he did so I talked to him. It was actually kind of nice... sometimes I think my relationship with him was a mistake... but then I realize that I always think that about relationships because I always get burned.
This girl I know really wants to get with me. I like her but I'm afraid that she'll fall in love with me and I like her but I don't love her... I don't know how to love her. She's clingy and has a shitload of drama in her life... I seem to be a magnet to those types.