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just something i was thinking about.
i've only had three boyfriends (john, aaron, joe). but that doesn't mean i haven't "been" with boys before.
in the course of me being involved with boys, any boy that i have ever been with i ended up taking away from another girl (or more than one girl). i'm not saying that all boys have cheated on their girlfriends for me (only one), but they were involved or unoffical with another one, and ended it with them for me. now i might be sounding cocieted here by saying that, but it's what happened. and right now, i feel bad about it. i feel like i should apologize to every single girl who's boy left them for me. i feel like i owe it to them since it was my fault anything fell apart. i just...feel bad about it right now.
this is a weird feeling and i don't like it.
i'm sorry, other girls. i didn't mean to.
i've only had three boyfriends (john, aaron, joe). but that doesn't mean i haven't "been" with boys before.
in the course of me being involved with boys, any boy that i have ever been with i ended up taking away from another girl (or more than one girl). i'm not saying that all boys have cheated on their girlfriends for me (only one), but they were involved or unoffical with another one, and ended it with them for me. now i might be sounding cocieted here by saying that, but it's what happened. and right now, i feel bad about it. i feel like i should apologize to every single girl who's boy left them for me. i feel like i owe it to them since it was my fault anything fell apart. i just...feel bad about it right now.
this is a weird feeling and i don't like it.
i'm sorry, other girls. i didn't mean to.