Things i miss that depress me...

[dorkalicious_xo]

i miss everything so much. I want to go back so bad. I jus want everything to be how it used to. Me, Naomi, Grace, Emily, Emily, Kelsey, Liz, Kayla, Mel, Zoe and allie...i want our group back. sometimes i wonder what we would be doing if we were all still together i mean..come on me and grace barely even talk anymore and we go to the same school and i never get to talk to any of the other girls...maybe thats the way its supposed to be...

Memmories I miess very much....that i want..to still happen...

• When Zoe and Me made the computer moan in 6th grade in the library. i still cant figure that one out...
• When me and ozuk had code names for all the guys we liked. and how we beat the boys up that we liked with inflatable bats and they did the same at festa in 6th grade. and then we realized how crappy they were and we burried the bats.
• When Naomi tried to dye my hair pink with cool-aid and it wouldnt wash out for like a week no matter how hard i tried.
• naomi locking her self in the bathroomso we called over offier ryan...
• Making a "how to movie" with naomi for english and we couldnt stop laughing so we had to keep refilming it.
• When me and Naomi took a road trip with the older schaffer and fro boy and he farted on my seat and the car was like 90 degress.
• When i thought "ex murder" meant "ax murder" with naomi. still makes me laugh..thats the year i got stupid.
• I miss the summer of 7th grade..with grace and chubs...i still have the pictures from when we went to magor magics...didnt emily see how many breadsticks she could fit in her mouth?
• The big sleepover we (naomi emily and grace and me) pulled off at graces house...when the cat jumped on the window...and we walkedto the dollar store and all got those rings...i had a dream about those rings last night...
• Praying at the church at mccord road at like 11pm so that emilys sub would taste better...and the sad thing is it worked..
• Going Blonde with Naomi...with sun-in...
• playing lets not cut ourselfs...but fruit instead with naomi...
• The sleepover on thanksgiving with allie at naomis house when allie was totally stoned...so we put turkeyy in her pants and socks and mouth and she slept on the stairs...and ate a bunch of cookies in the shapes of turkeys...she at like random parts of 20 of them...
• Peeing my pants many times with ozuk....god that was so funny.
• Ruining kaylas toe for like ever when we fit 8 ppl into jeramnies car on the way home from festa and i tried to shut the door but her foot didnt fit so it got stuck in the door...
• trying to climb onto the roof of her apartment (allies)
• When me and allie and naomi attempted to work at the ymca...wow.. i got all the lil kids
• When me and grace and emily had a sleepover and we were messing with mels boyfriend Jeff..(little did i know in a month or two he would be mine) and saying we wanted to do him on the 50 yard line..and him believing us. ahhh
• Oblonging it with susan and naomi and mike in gym..
• trying to explain what a lapdance was to annie in 7th graade and she didnt understand what i was telling her and she asked for one.
• sucking and blowing at lunch in 7th grade with ice cream...
• emily spitting out rotten milk all over the table at lunch
• the whole history class with grace...
• laughing until i turned purple and started crying in history with grace
• "leeana died" enough said ahhhh ahaha
• when me and emily and mel and grace? ryan and kasey and some other people went to beaners after school and emily screamed that she was horny in there and almost got us kicked out
• In math when justin and danny would always talked about their penis's and how mondo big they were and porn. and everyone knew they never got any.
• Math class when they all insisted i was stoned.
• having "nazi" talks with zoe. ahhh shes up to her nazi things agian..
• dancing and singing in keyboading and blasting old school music like spice girls and britney spears and bsb with lauren
• When chris tried to pay me 10$ for a muffin i had.
• Singing ordinary day with chris...haha i didnt know guys knew that song...
• playing that slappers game at lunch with the girls and getting into trouble..
• playing apple bolwing at lunch...that made quite at mess..
• in spanish when i had to prounce almacin and i said "al-mac- in and they never let that go
• going bowling with binder and grace and guys thinking we were all bi...hahaha and then walking around screaming "im a hoe"
• going over to leighs house with erika and grace....attempting to swim....hahaha
• getting sick from swallowing juices from lil holes with grace and erika...haha
• always getting in trouble with grace in history for writing notes..
• when in art ryan dailey made a bunch of signs saying "micheal jackson for president" "hide the childern" "we must all evacuate to the netherlands"
• haha when ryan was stoned..wow...
• the paint fights in art with naomi....what sweatshirt did i ruin that day? man that was fun we had paint everywhere...
• "what does cum taste like" a quote from anus..enough said.
• playing with clay and mrs dyer saying "itll be flimsy at first you gotta work real hard to get it hard smooth and long, dont give up"
• Naomis clay flower looking like a pussy..ahahaha
• in tech when danny and mike and jared would look at porn and force me and naomi to watch and them calling it "art"
• trying to figure out if it was a guy or girl with naomi while watching their "art"
• mr. wares crazy stories....wow..
• "i am a woman of the law, respect me...get on your knees bitch" enough said...
• the big storm and everything thinking we'd die..."hey...would you wanna do it if we were all gonna die" hahah how many times did i get asked that?
• making mikey fly on the bus and thinking i killed him...
• doing mikeys hair on the bus...
• playing on the tramp...and trying to jump fences...
• "IVE GOT BEADS" haha christmas tree kind...enough said..
• snuggles...cuddles...itchy scratchy...and mount everast...speed bump..enough said...
• singing "hero" with ryne and naomi...
• singing with everyone on the bus...and dancing.
• the hotel party with allie and the girls...and that guy that was stalking us..."call me darkwing duck" ahhh allie attacking people with forks when she was stoned and insisting we called her darkwing duck and she got mad at me and tried to attack me b.c she thought i was a ballerina...
• "he can do tricks with his dick"
• football games...
• "taco taco bell bell bell" runs with the girls...
• "duskcu..." THIS IS THE BES...WORST MOVIE EVER
• me and emilys and graces list to do before we die...do it eskimo style...i want that list...
• trying to climb onto the roof when it was icey....
• when my friends all started refering to my dad as "mac daddy nagle"
• both 24 hour challenges..."YEAHHHHHH" haha my friends..
• stoner walks at the first 24 hr challenge..."BUNNY FOO FOO ISNT SO BIG ANYMORE!"
• singing i will survive all the time with naomi....
• the whole didlo experience at lowes with grace and my dad...
• "yeah shes got a lover named bob and he shaves his legs and goes tanning and all ppl do at 14 is hold hands i sswear"
• trying to move my big ass old bed with naomi and it collasping on us....wow.wwwww
• going over to jeffs with naomi and grace and grace pretending she was a guy and then naomi and grace imtating us and ending up...KISSING.
• going to nv with zoe and naomi to sled...hahaha
• going to the pool party with naomi and zoe and sean...and not having our bikinis with us on accident so we got thrown in with clothes on...
• blasting queen in the car with my dad and grace and chelsea in the parking lot of the bowling alley..
• tick or teeting....or attempting to at chelseas house..
• going to philly with grace...9 hour car ride...wow...
• at formal with the girls...
• playing pass the glow stick...that got us all mono.
• all the dumb boys that were in the picture..wow..

I miss all those things and more...i jus love alot of parts of my life now like making new friends...having jon...going to nda...having a ton of fun...and jus havving a good life but its like ive traded in all those memories and friends to live how i am now...and im not sure if that was a good choice...

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