Dec 28, 2003 09:41
they're fighting again, and she's crying. why can't she be stronger? why can't he be less selfish? why can't i tell him anything? i want it to stop and rewind five years. five years ago this house was perfect, and everyone was together in it. i loathe that man so much. he makes me want to scream and bash everything in sight. get him the fuck away. but then i want him here, he seems to make her happy and everything better. but every time he leaves, the glass shatters again and nothing will mend her, not even me. i just wish that sometimes, when she's sad that he's left, she could turn to me, and i would make everything better, if not forever, then for that moment.