short rant.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.
whenever I think I'm over it, something happens and I'm not. wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE THIS.
I want to be over it, I really do. I want to forget about it. I want to forget that I'm damaged and tainted and impure. Every time I do, though, something happens to remind me.
Whether it be a conversation, a dream, a joke, or an encounter.
It's not like it overtakes my life, it just makes me uncomfortable and not happy (especially with myself) for a little while...
this is so stupid...
anyway... time for my interiorscapes project...
whenever I think I'm over it, something happens and I'm not. wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE THIS.
I want to be over it, I really do. I want to forget about it. I want to forget that I'm damaged and tainted and impure. Every time I do, though, something happens to remind me.
Whether it be a conversation, a dream, a joke, or an encounter.
It's not like it overtakes my life, it just makes me uncomfortable and not happy (especially with myself) for a little while...
this is so stupid...
anyway... time for my interiorscapes project...