Apr 02, 2006 23:50
Alas, I am going through that that weird sort of Post-Break-up-THING where I am lonely and I miss her. But then I think about all the grief she caused me and the lies and I feel, kinda, slightly inclined to forget all that. It's like this constant effort on my part to keep myself in the moment.
Otherwise, I keep thinking that I miss her and I want that closeness, actual physical closeness - feel her, smell her. I miss kissing.
But damn! She caused me no small amount of hassle when we split....vindictive is a good word for this woman scorned.
Only 6 more weeks out here in the desert ...