ramblin (on my) mind....
meaninglessness? the meaninglessness of it all? with a word - less, within me they call. but when they say it, it doesnt sound meaningless at all, it sounds so fucking gorgeous. so i want more of this. beautiful euphony/ dark ecstacy, my lonely ears ask to (humbly?) hear it. a lovely kiss in my loney spirit. but the feeling i have.. aint near it. its fucking worse. its like some shallow curse of an empty horse-drawn hearse. that dark pull, just aint meaningful. my bain, that feeling of empty pain, the meaning of the meaningless word meaningless. -possibly cause the word holds so much meaning.- "he played a mean guitar..." [just without celestial demand from a-far. a star] so demeaning, the meaning of the feeling, the dreaming without seeming, the dreaming without meaning... without life. [save for, nightmarish strife, dark bearer of a knife. the meaning of meaninglessness. an abyss.]