Additional reality beatdown
It’s still haven’t gotten any sleep, still pondering the many things flowing in my brain, and I happened to think about work the last few weeks and I was reminded how stressful it is these days. Its becoming a real pain, way more the the usual working pains.
I feel extremely mistreated at the workplace. I do Safeway favors like come in extra hours or come in earlier, to take place of a coworker that called in sick or such; what do I get? I get criticism around every corner. Every mistake I make its like the end of the world to some people there. It’s not everyone, actually its not even the majority, but the fact that I work hard when the people criticising me are not around to see it. Another issue is that I am too nice or too soft a person, so its quite easy to take advantage of me. People can easily see that so that tend to use that against me and put it in their favor. When things like that happen I tend to just let it go, thinking it will just pass, It never really does. I eventually get mad but never say anything, and then just stay that way.
I guess putting up with people like that is just one of the harshnesses of reality, the same I can never grasp as well as others. I made it this far though and have been through plenty of tests and trials previously; I’m quite sure I’ll survive this game of life even though I constantly doubt myself. Once again friends’ support is a key element in success, especially if they are good people.
Perhaps I can finally get some sleep, and hopefully wake up in time to get to work!
I feel extremely mistreated at the workplace. I do Safeway favors like come in extra hours or come in earlier, to take place of a coworker that called in sick or such; what do I get? I get criticism around every corner. Every mistake I make its like the end of the world to some people there. It’s not everyone, actually its not even the majority, but the fact that I work hard when the people criticising me are not around to see it. Another issue is that I am too nice or too soft a person, so its quite easy to take advantage of me. People can easily see that so that tend to use that against me and put it in their favor. When things like that happen I tend to just let it go, thinking it will just pass, It never really does. I eventually get mad but never say anything, and then just stay that way.
I guess putting up with people like that is just one of the harshnesses of reality, the same I can never grasp as well as others. I made it this far though and have been through plenty of tests and trials previously; I’m quite sure I’ll survive this game of life even though I constantly doubt myself. Once again friends’ support is a key element in success, especially if they are good people.
Perhaps I can finally get some sleep, and hopefully wake up in time to get to work!