why is there so much sadness?
why is there is so much sadness in the world?
i can feel it to the core of my being. Even when i was deliriously happy, i could still feel the vast loneliness. i don't believe in psychic connections, but i am certain i contain a deep empathic tuner. that's not mumbo jumbo, just something i am thinking about.
i want to right all the wrongs. i want to make up for all the unrighteousness.
i want to believe in humanity again.
i don't want there to be shame. i want to erase mr p's sadness and everyone else's. i want to absorb it and make it disappear.
mr p may or may not have loved me to his core, but he was definitely ashamed of me, or us, or both. he couldn't truly be himself. it always involved tears. i couldn't pull it out of him. he wasn't strong enough to be who he truly is. i didn't come along at the right time. i was powerless to help him right now.
he is wonderful tho. such a kind, caring man. i've said it before, and i'll say it again, he's one of the best persons i have ever met. i wish things would have worked out.
i can feel it to the core of my being. Even when i was deliriously happy, i could still feel the vast loneliness. i don't believe in psychic connections, but i am certain i contain a deep empathic tuner. that's not mumbo jumbo, just something i am thinking about.
i want to right all the wrongs. i want to make up for all the unrighteousness.
i want to believe in humanity again.
i don't want there to be shame. i want to erase mr p's sadness and everyone else's. i want to absorb it and make it disappear.
mr p may or may not have loved me to his core, but he was definitely ashamed of me, or us, or both. he couldn't truly be himself. it always involved tears. i couldn't pull it out of him. he wasn't strong enough to be who he truly is. i didn't come along at the right time. i was powerless to help him right now.
he is wonderful tho. such a kind, caring man. i've said it before, and i'll say it again, he's one of the best persons i have ever met. i wish things would have worked out.