Jun 22, 2009 09:17
Mr P.,
do you remember when we went to new mexico?
I keep imagining that trip. It was so beautiful. The scenery, the unique experience of a place i've never been. But you want to know what meant the most to me? The electricity i felt through my body knowing someone like you wanted to spend a whole week away with me. I kept looking over at you while i was driving and i thought 'i am the luckiest person on the planet.' i loved you with every fiber of my being. That trip, and the one to new york, are so special to me.
People say the memories are what you take from a relationship when it goes wrong. But it seems to me the memories only make the pain worse.
I am not sugarcoating memories either. I remember the fight we had going to carlsbad caverns. I was bawling, but we made up.
Good, bad, boring. All those memories are what make up a relationship and they are part of my life. I wanted them to be the prologue to a life with you. Now i know they were among the final chapters.