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[doreme]

How old do you have to be for love to be real? We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive, where every sense is heightened, and every emotion is magnified. Never have I fallen, but I'm quickly on my way. I'm so in love. I can't help it. This love makes me so incredibly happy! It makes me dance for joy! Just one gentle word like a spark of light, illuminates my soul. There is no corner, no dark space, that this love cannot fill. It feels like snuggling in a blanket on a cold day, like sitting before a warm fire, there is peace and tranquility with this feeling too. It's like walking into a room full of people and only seeing one thing, being trapped, boxed in, caged...just on this one thing, on love! It's like whenever I hear who I love this whole warmth runs throughout my body and I can't help but smile a smile that takes over my entire face. I feel as if I'm going to float away.....I love music so much! It makes me feel like I have never felt before. I float away just thinking about it. I've been in love for a while now, but I'm just starting to realize how deeply and truly in love I really am. I've never been in love like this before. Now I really know what love feels like. I can honestly say, I know what love feels like and I'm thrilled! I always think about music. I dream about music. I do music everyday! I want to do music all the time! If I could I'd do music nonstop! I want to spend the rest of my life with music! I want to marry music! But, I can't. For music doesn't love me back. Usually when you marry someone you know everything about whoever your going to marry. I don't know everything about music, not yet. There's so much more I have to learn, I just really wish music felt the same way about me. I really do believe that music and I will spend the rest of our life's together and hopefully someday music will fall so incredibly in love me like I am with music! I wish I could marry music and have it all to myself, but I can't. Everyone loves music and music is so hard to win if everyone loves it. I'm sure music would choose someone else over me anyway...I have never been so in love before. The closest I've ever been to the love I feel now is when I'm close with someone who is into music as much as I am. That's the closest I've ever been to having music loving me back. How can I tell you? How can I get it through to you? I LOVE YOU MUSIC! TAKE ME AWAY!

Yeah...I'm crazy! But hey now...I've always wanted to be in love and I thought about it and realized I am! haha.