the atlantic was born today and ill tell you how...
hello hello my darlings x
waiting for the rain to stop destination beautiful . . .
ive been away and doing things for so long now.. plus the internet hardly works anymore little roberto cant even fix it for me half the time so yeah i probably have about 10 mins to write a whole lot of shit before the computer shuts down on me again.
well well i went surfing in byron for a week a little while ago. how i love byron. and i went to visit john x for a week or so.. fucking beautiful..mwahx
then back here ive just been doing not much and thats about it.
ohh i kinda started freaking out last night a bit that everything has become just a little different, subtle enough to not really notice it but strong enough to make me uneasy. everything had changed and i didnt like it anymore and the only other time id felt like that was when i went down to college which turned out kinda eh.. so i freaked out even more and kinda stared around at everyone quietly downed my tequila sunrise and smoked and smoked my beautiful friends away. then i remembered id only been on the coast one out of the past three weeks... and saw everyone again.. and danced and drank and adjusted to all the new shit and remembered all the old shit and everything was peachy hola. then today we drove to brisvegas and had yum cha in the valley (fucking gross on this fine day) then went to honor lulu and i fell in love with some things and umm went to south bank and walked through to the city fucking blah
for the first time since forever i really really wanted to move to where my boy is. x. ive wanted to this whole year but it never really seemed like a thing that could happen. but i really wanted to today. for the rest of the year. just move there and live with him and dance and be happy and that would be the best thing.
yeah so i feel pretty happy hey.. i miss john so very much. i want a car. id like to be able to be in more places than one at the one time... or get everyone i want in the one place for once but.. you know. apart from that everything is perfect :)
except my pretty parents are getting divorced. fuck.
and even though it has been coming for years and years of thier thirty together..
i sat on the bottom of the stairs and played with the end of my scarf and cried and cried and i felt so fucking fragile.
two fat little quails.
what more could anyone want x
all my love forever
and ever
amen
georgie.
waiting for the rain to stop destination beautiful . . .
ive been away and doing things for so long now.. plus the internet hardly works anymore little roberto cant even fix it for me half the time so yeah i probably have about 10 mins to write a whole lot of shit before the computer shuts down on me again.
well well i went surfing in byron for a week a little while ago. how i love byron. and i went to visit john x for a week or so.. fucking beautiful..mwahx
then back here ive just been doing not much and thats about it.
ohh i kinda started freaking out last night a bit that everything has become just a little different, subtle enough to not really notice it but strong enough to make me uneasy. everything had changed and i didnt like it anymore and the only other time id felt like that was when i went down to college which turned out kinda eh.. so i freaked out even more and kinda stared around at everyone quietly downed my tequila sunrise and smoked and smoked my beautiful friends away. then i remembered id only been on the coast one out of the past three weeks... and saw everyone again.. and danced and drank and adjusted to all the new shit and remembered all the old shit and everything was peachy hola. then today we drove to brisvegas and had yum cha in the valley (fucking gross on this fine day) then went to honor lulu and i fell in love with some things and umm went to south bank and walked through to the city fucking blah
for the first time since forever i really really wanted to move to where my boy is. x. ive wanted to this whole year but it never really seemed like a thing that could happen. but i really wanted to today. for the rest of the year. just move there and live with him and dance and be happy and that would be the best thing.
yeah so i feel pretty happy hey.. i miss john so very much. i want a car. id like to be able to be in more places than one at the one time... or get everyone i want in the one place for once but.. you know. apart from that everything is perfect :)
except my pretty parents are getting divorced. fuck.
and even though it has been coming for years and years of thier thirty together..
i sat on the bottom of the stairs and played with the end of my scarf and cried and cried and i felt so fucking fragile.
two fat little quails.
what more could anyone want x
all my love forever
and ever
amen
georgie.