a dash of honesty
I've been toying with the thought of perhaps going to a munch on Wednesday, just to meet people and know I'm not alone in this lifestyle I'm finding myself more and more involved in. I would like it better if I were able to drive myself there, but I could deal with taking the bus and being a big girl. Even without him, I'm still submissive, I'm still desiring all of the things that come with that... and despite any amount of kink I may or may not be involved with, I know I'm still normal (relatively speaking as humans go), I'm healthy, I'm sane, I'm extremely aware, and I'm more informed everyday.
In other news, I start school soon and I will be doing it all summer and all the time. Which leaves open room for me to drive, work, and visit. God save all of you poor souls.
Random: I think knowing that the submission was not just for him to appease him is one of the better feelings I've known. I know that I'm okay on my own, and I know that I can find someone who fits me better.
How's that for a random and rather open post? I'd hate for you guys to think I've gone off some BDSM deep end never to return.. just trying to keep you guys somewhat knowledgeable of my life and its lacklustre happenings. It's something that I am, that I enjoy, that I know about, and it's silly for me to hide it because one person might think I'm a freak. (She enjoys doing everyday things to please someone she loves? Ew! She likes to feel safe and secure and adored? Lock her up!)
Anyway. I have to get up at 9:45 and right now it's 4:10, so that's not so good. Demmit!
Love, as always,
karla
In other news, I start school soon and I will be doing it all summer and all the time. Which leaves open room for me to drive, work, and visit. God save all of you poor souls.
Random: I think knowing that the submission was not just for him to appease him is one of the better feelings I've known. I know that I'm okay on my own, and I know that I can find someone who fits me better.
How's that for a random and rather open post? I'd hate for you guys to think I've gone off some BDSM deep end never to return.. just trying to keep you guys somewhat knowledgeable of my life and its lacklustre happenings. It's something that I am, that I enjoy, that I know about, and it's silly for me to hide it because one person might think I'm a freak. (She enjoys doing everyday things to please someone she loves? Ew! She likes to feel safe and secure and adored? Lock her up!)
Anyway. I have to get up at 9:45 and right now it's 4:10, so that's not so good. Demmit!
Love, as always,
karla