Mar 05, 2011 17:53
After a two hour nap, I feel better. Now to finish my coffee and get some work done. I feel like I'm moving through a fog. My head full of pressure, pain settling in around my eyes. Part of me is waiting for Randy to get home. I feel better when he's here, even if he can't do anything about the fact that I'm sick. It's a proximity thing.
Next weekend is PAX. I need to get some serious work done so I don't have to take anything with me other than minor edits. I want to be able to enjoy myself, at least a little. Large crowds weird me out a little, but I am looking forward to Boston.
Being places I have never been, that's the part of my relationship that really makes me happy. The adventure is there. The spark that makes all the bad things worth while, the challenges and the tribulations. It makes it easier to believe that things will get better, that the world will give me some sort of windfall. I just need to keep working toward what I want.