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I'm feeling so miserable this week, and then also feeling embarrassed at my misery because I am so incredibly fortunate that none of the horrors really impact me (except for my April vacation to St Martin... which really sucks but of course is nothing in light of the actual devastation).
Goddamn, the world is falling apart. Every day I feel I've reached maximum bandwidth for horror, fear, shame, anger, and then something else happens. I heard about the Mexico earthquake right before bed last night and was tossing and turning. I don't even know what to do about this Experian thing- trying to figure out what course of action to take is making my head spin.
It doesn't help that Felix has been an absolute nightmare this week like nothing we've ever seen before. He's really struggling with the start of preschool-- the room he's in suddenly has 14 kids and a very busy schedule. Every day this week has been actual screaming and sometimes hitting on the way to school because he's having such a hard time with it.
I'm just so despairing and it's impacting my ability to do anything. I'm behind on a couple of work projects and am a little bit worried.
Goddamn, the world is falling apart. Every day I feel I've reached maximum bandwidth for horror, fear, shame, anger, and then something else happens. I heard about the Mexico earthquake right before bed last night and was tossing and turning. I don't even know what to do about this Experian thing- trying to figure out what course of action to take is making my head spin.
It doesn't help that Felix has been an absolute nightmare this week like nothing we've ever seen before. He's really struggling with the start of preschool-- the room he's in suddenly has 14 kids and a very busy schedule. Every day this week has been actual screaming and sometimes hitting on the way to school because he's having such a hard time with it.
I'm just so despairing and it's impacting my ability to do anything. I'm behind on a couple of work projects and am a little bit worried.