i'm dead

[doralover]

i've been feeling so violent lately. i want everyone to die. then i'm gonna kill myself. wtf is wrong with me. and even worse... i feel stephon is the only one that can fix it. even MORE worse.. i told him how i wanted to kill him, and now he won't even talk to me anymore. so i guess it won't get fixed until i tell stephon the whole truth. which i DONT want to do. seriously, if i tell anyone else.. it would be chris.

neways.
i'm suicidal.
but i'm too chicken to do anything about it.
i'll try.
but really...
wtf?
you guys will just call me emo
i bet
but no worries.
i would never EVER do that.
i'm too chicken.