NEVER FORGET
Title: Never forget
Author:
doralice29 Rating: NC-17, maybe more
Genre: drama, angst
Warnings: character death, mentions of rape, torture, some smut
Bands / Pairings: alice nine.: Nao / Hiroto, mentions of Nao / Shou, Nao / Saga, Nao / Tora
Synopsis: How could I forget? That night changed my life…
Comment: so this is the sequel of “
The next one”, I suggest you to read that story before reading this one, otherwise you won’t understand many things. The parts all written in italics are memories of what happened before
Note: Part of the "
MURDER PARTY SERIE"
THANKS TO:
tingedwords: reading her stories “distrubed” my already devious mind, so I came up with “the next one”
beyondtheremix: who actually gave me some ideas for this sequel
koboshi_ichigo: who asked for violence and… I wrote about it XD
It was too long I had to cut it in 2 parts. (
Part 01)
“Pon?... What… What the hell are you saying??”
Nao was shocked. Why was Hiroto acting that way? Was it because of what happened before?
Hiroto slowly walked over a table on the left and sat on it.
“I should probably give you some explanation…. Well…. You might be surprised” he said smirking, watching his boyfriend still standing close to the door. “It all happened long ago, when me and my friends raped you…”
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Nao was so shocked by this sudden revelation, he felt his legs trembling. He didn’t realize his knees gave in and he was now sitting on the floor, eyes locked on Hiroto.
“How…. You…. So you…” he was trying to come up with some words, but his mind refused to cooperate.
“Yeah, I know who you are…” Hiroto said, lighting up a cigarette. “I’ve always known… Since you came into the shop…”
Nao was still too shocked to do or say anything. <>
“You thought I forgot like the others did? No, it’s impossible… How could I forget? That night changed my life…”
Hiroto stood up, threw the cigarette away and walked towards Nao, sitting on the floor next to him and resting his head on his shoulder. Nao shivered at the contact but didn’t move. He wanted to know…. He needed to know…
“The day after we did that to you, I felt so dirty…. and I wanted to apologize…. I started to look for you but… I didn’t even know your name… The guys acted like nothing ever happened, but they changed too… And I……It got into my mind, you know…I’ve become a horrible beast… I could see your face everytime I closed my eyes……I wanted to disappear!!..… I’m sorry koi….”
Hiroto cupped Nao’s face and caressed his cheek with his thumb. Slowly Nao bent down and they kissed.
It was weird…. <>
Slowly Hiroto moved to sit on Nao’s lap, deepening the kiss, both men moaning when their tongues touched. Nao rested his hands on Hiroto’s back, pulling him closer.
A noise startled both of them; they turned around and realized the “stranger” woke up and was now trying to move. Hiroto stood up, walked closer towards the guy and slapped him hard on his face, yelling “Shut up, son of a bitch!”
He turned towards Nao and smiled. “Sorry but…. my story is not finished yet…”
He sat down on Nao’s lap and started to talk again:”One night a guy tried to rape me, but unfortunately for him I never walk around without a knife… I used to live in horrible places so I always carried a weapon……. I stabbed him hard and then I realized that… I killed him….” He looked straight into Nao’s eyes. “I killed him….”Smirking, he added “And I loved it….”
Nao didn’t want to admit it, but he found it pretty… interesting… So his Pon was a killer too…
“He was the first of many others… All the rapists… all the thieves… all those bastards…. I killed them all… I just loved to torture them…To make them cry in pain and fear… Cutting and burning them… It’s so funny…” Nao could see Hiroto’s eyes sparkling with excitement while telling his story.
“When I met you again… I couldn’t believe it… I wanted to tell you… I really wanted to but…” Hiroto lowered his head, tears starting to drop from his eyes. Nao cupped his face and wiped away his tears.
“Shhh… Don’t cry…… Tell me more…”
Hiroto sighed. “Everytime we’ve been together… I wanted to… And then… I realized that my feelings…… I fell for you Nao…” They locked gaze. “I love you…”
Pon rested his head on Nao’s shoulder. “I know what you did to the others, because I kept an eye on them… It didn’t took that long for me to realize that you were the one who did it…... For revenge….” He felt Nao stiffening at his words but he remained silent. “I know you killed them all….… I know you slept with Shou while going out with me…..” He lowered his voice. That thought still hurt him… It was painfull to know that, for a while, he wasn’t the only one for Nao… “But when you killed him… I was happy… You were mine…….. Even if you wanted to kill me too…”
Hiroto felt Nao’arms surround his small frame, tightening his hold “I’m sorry, koi… I had to do that… But you…. After what happened today……. I can’t let you go, Hiroto… I can’t…”
Nao bent down, giving a quick peck on his lover’s lips.
Then he whispered into his ear “Show me how you do it”.
Hiroto looked up at him and smiled. “With pleasure”
He stood up and walked towards the table; he took off his shirt and put on a pair of white gloves. Then he went to the wall and grabbed a chain.
Nao watched silently his lover moving closer to that guy, who was now shaking uncontrollably: he heard what they said and was sure he couldn’t get out alive from this situation.
Hiroto raised his hand then lowered it fast, making the chain smack against the guy’s back. The latter tried to scream but the band over his mouth was covering the noise.
After a few seconds, Hiroto did it again, with more force. The guy started to bleed and when Hiroto saw it, he laughed for the excitement.
He started to whip him faster and harder, while Nao just smiled at this sight.
When he was satisfied, Hiroto threw the chain on the floor then moved to the opposite wall. He grabbed a small knife then looked at his lover. They exchanged a look and smiled at each other.
Hiroto ripped off the guy’s shirt and pointed the knife to his troat. Pushing a little, he lowered it, leaving behind a long red line.
He stood still for a while and suddenly he stabbed him hard between his ribs, making the guy scream with all the strenght left.
Hiroto slowly took off the knife then stabbed him again on the other side.
He turned to his lover, silently asking for permission to go on. When Nao nodded, he smiled, turned towards the guy again and started to stab him furiosly everywhere he could, covering himself with the blood spilling out from the cuts.
After a few minutes of pure rage, no sound was heard anymore.
Hiroto fell on his knees on the floor and dropped the knife.
“Pon?” He turned his head and saw Nao reaching out a hand. He quicly took off the gloves and crawled closer to his lover, sitting on his lap.
Nao watched intensely his Beauty covered in blood and found himself turned on by this sight.
He grabbed a strand of Hiroto’s hair and pulled him closer, kissing roughly those tainted lips he loved so much. Pon was a bit surprised by this sudden reaction, but found himself quickly lost into the kiss.
He pushed himself down making Nao moan. In a matter of seconds clothes were being discarded on the floor. Both men now were laying on the floor, grinding against each others.
<> Hiroto’s brain stopped working the moment he felt Nao buried deep inside and his teeth softly sinking on his neck.
Slow thrusts became erratic and loud moans replaced soft whimpers. And after a few minutes of pure lust, both lovers found release.
Nao rolled off from his lover, lying on the floor and pulling him closer.
“Nao…?”
“Yes, love?”
“Help me to do it”
“Do what?”
“Kill them…” Hiroto raised his head so he could look straight into Nao’s eyes. “Help me to kill them all”
Nao thought about it for a few seconds then slowly nodded. Hiroto smiled and snuggled on Nao’s neck.
“I love you”
“I love you too Pon…… Now let’s get rid of that bastard so we can enjoy the rest of our weekend”
Nao winked at Hiroto who chucled and quickly stood up, searching for some cloths to get clean.
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In the middle of the forest, under the moonlight, two lover were buring a huge black plastic bag under a tree.
What they didn’t know was that, back in town, someone analyzing all the informations he had gathered during the last 18 months. He stood up and walked towards a bookshelf. He looked intensely at one pic were he was hugging another guy.
He clenched his fists remembering what happened more than a year ago.
“I’ll do this for you onichan. Just for you….. Tora”
I’ll probably continue this…Only if my muses will keep inspiring me XD