Jan 09, 2021 16:08
I believe that if you are gentle to yourself and open to others, then good things will happen and you will be happy.
I value personal happiness. Even momentary bubbles of joy, a few hours of pleasure, a big teary laugh that rips through your body is worth time and effort.
That's why I still put in effort in making new friends. I am interested in what they can give me, which is mostly just interesting conversation. Jokes I cannot come up with myself. Ways of describing a book that makes me read the book differently.
I've been trying to better understand myself, as I have done so many exercises in trying to understand the ever expanding amount of characters I am working on.
Esme is so cute, she's like a fat baby elephant constantly trying to turn her body over. It is very clear to me one of her goals is to laugh, and she's an easy laugh, she finds a lot of things hilarious. That she begins her life with this kind of attitude, is one of my proudest achievements.