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the new Blow record is keeping me up at night. i must listen to it every night before bed. just to sulk sometimes or just to feel something inside. but it always goes bad. i end up crying for no reason at certain parts because some of the songs blow my fkn mind &most swell up my old heart. &like a balloon, it always pops.
sitting up in dark room mantras.
get. it. together.
find the path that strays from the past.
no outlets, stay focused.
release &pleasure arent in my future.
hard work &steady pay
will keep me from that sick feeling
like when we lived in that dirty duplex
worrying everyday when we would get kicked out.
i cannot live like that ever again.
sitting up in dark room mantras.
get. it. together.
find the path that strays from the past.
no outlets, stay focused.
release &pleasure arent in my future.
hard work &steady pay
will keep me from that sick feeling
like when we lived in that dirty duplex
worrying everyday when we would get kicked out.
i cannot live like that ever again.