all the "good" things in me

Jan 05, 2006 17:38

Why am I so stingy? And all those other things in me that basically are ok, but in the end make me boring. Even now as I have some money for living I don´t take anything in the cafe, I want something, but I just don´t buy it cause I don´t know:( It gets better, when I don´t spent time with my family (they are the poorest and stingiest people ever). So I guess it should be getting better now. I want a hair curling thing and I want a mode-magazine for satisfying all the feminine needs in me, but I just don´t buy them. I get always so depressed.
Today I should have been doing my proseminar thesis, but well, in four hours I have written only a couple of lines. It has to be ready on 14th of February. I´m lucky in the way that I know what I´m doing and I have already some 7-8 pages of 10-20 pages. But the actual empirical part of the whole thing is still missing. And at the same time I should be doing my master´s thesis, of course. Juha is getting his masters ready any day now, and that makes me happy cause it has been such a misery with him and the thesis. He´s now in his friend´s doctor-party-thing, "karonkka".
I hate everything at this moment.
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