Last nights entry wasn't a real update, and I feel like talking...
So yea, I've been in a pretty good mood lately, it's odd. It was when I started reading "All Quiet on the Western Front" and somehow, the book cleared up issues I had with life, it was weird. And if you've ever walked somewhere with me, you'd notice I look at the floor, and since I started reading it last week, I've started looking up and standing straight. I'm proud of who I am.
Well, as it turns out, I realized I didn't want to go to Forest Hills for the reasons I thought. Now I'm at Forest Hills, and I'm doing everything the way I want to, the way I should have the first time. I have two new friends, Rose and another girl, I will NEVER get her name right, and I feel like crap for it. Their both really kewl. I talk to a couple girls in my gym class. Their really kewl, too. Their either in my class or on my soccer team, we enjoy just turning the whole period into a laugh. And btw, cause this is important, my class beat Domnictz's class at soccer 5-4 and they had to do 10 push-ups.. it was hillarious.
I'm doing good in my classes and on my tests.. in my gov't class I got a 88 on the exam and I was like, well, that's not too bad is it? And I then listened to what the rest of the class got, I don't think anyone besides me got above a 68, then half the class bombarded me with "Can I get the notes?" and I just said to them all, I don't take very good notes, but it was all in the homework, and wrote down the assignments for them. I was a bit upset cause I had lab next and because everyone wanted me to write down the homework assignments for them, I couldn't go to the bathroom, so I had to run up to the 3rd floor, let Fondeur know what was going on, and then run down the basement and back before I missed anything... it was annoying.
Other news? Kaelynn's birthday was last thurs. She's now 11 and acting like the most obnoxious 11 year old I've EVER met (possibly the biggest baby as well) Nik is now 5 (her birthday was the day after Kae's).. it was like 3 days of fiestas cause we had a party on that saturday..
What else? I decided 5 colleges I plan to apply to: SUNY Stoneybrook, SUNY Old Westbury, University of New Haven, Dowling and CUNY Queens College. And I decided I wanted to major in Social Sciences. I hope I get into Dowling.. I think I would really like it there, it's a really awesome campus and there's like a river right next to it. Dowling is located at Oakdale, it's a whole 50ish miles away? Meredith originally suggested it to me. I was getting my stuff ready to apply to the colleges and for Financial Aid cause I figured, hey, lemme be pro-active, and I went to my guidance counselor and she doesn't know anything about a transcript for me, so that, basically I can't do anything so it sucks.
I've been listening to a lot of music lately cause it always makes me feel more at home in my skin. It's my sanity.
On another obscure note, I'm not sure if he's just not IMing me, or waiting for me to IM him.. well, he has til 11:10 I guess.. and then I'll think about IMing him.
And I have no clue where my mom is. She's my greatest heartbreak of all time. That's the only way I can describe her.
I'M FUCKING TIRED OF RAIN. I DO NOT want to be cold and wet anymore. I'm gonna get sick and die. And don't forget, the bird flu is coming to a town near you. You know the first time I heard about it, I realized I passed a dead bird walking home and it struck me funny that it didn't look run over or attacked or anything, looked like it had just dropped dead. It was weird. Well, whatever.
Fuck you all, and I mean that lovingly.