George Clinton help me get the funk outta here!
Ah where did the time go? I feel as if a big murky fog has lifted and I can see clearly now. My absence from LJ has stemmed in part from a necessary reorganization and part being really busy. Its almost to the point that I've been overbooking myself to force myself to enjoy my vacation. My trip "home" will entail a lot of work surrounded by a lot of work. There won't be much time for recreation. So if I'm going to party it must be here.
I am enjoying single life. I've met a handful of ladies. Some are nice. Some are... there. So I guess I've said it. Nina and I are no more. I think I've finally convinced her not to contact me anymore. (I'm changing my # anyway) I'm not a fan of the friends after relationship thing. Especially when someone lies and stabs me in the back when it was so unnecessary. She insisted on being my "friend". Trying to be my best friend of all things. It was pointless for us to go on torturing each other for almost two months. Now we hate each other. I hope now she understands it wasn't worth it.
I can't truly say that I was happy with her but I will miss the person I met. That Nina was fun. She meant more to me than I cared to admit. She was not the one, but I loved her. Right before I hung up on her the last time she said that she loves me. I wonder if she will ever know what that really means. Enough of this.
I'm better now. The anger has subsided. Cue the DJ. Get a round of drinks from the bartender. Beep the guy with the
recreational designer drugs. Pay the pimp for the working girls and tell them to bring their props! I'm ready to party!
I am enjoying single life. I've met a handful of ladies. Some are nice. Some are... there. So I guess I've said it. Nina and I are no more. I think I've finally convinced her not to contact me anymore. (I'm changing my # anyway) I'm not a fan of the friends after relationship thing. Especially when someone lies and stabs me in the back when it was so unnecessary. She insisted on being my "friend". Trying to be my best friend of all things. It was pointless for us to go on torturing each other for almost two months. Now we hate each other. I hope now she understands it wasn't worth it.
I can't truly say that I was happy with her but I will miss the person I met. That Nina was fun. She meant more to me than I cared to admit. She was not the one, but I loved her. Right before I hung up on her the last time she said that she loves me. I wonder if she will ever know what that really means. Enough of this.
I'm better now. The anger has subsided. Cue the DJ. Get a round of drinks from the bartender. Beep the guy with the
recreational designer drugs. Pay the pimp for the working girls and tell them to bring their props! I'm ready to party!