growing up
You need to come home soon.
I don't think I can handle much more of them without you.
It's like since you're gone I have to fill your shoes and I guess it's different than I thought it would be. Today dad teared up on me trying to tell me how much it sucks to have us grow up. I tried to tell him that next thing he'll know is I'll be getting married and having kids and that'll be a whole new generation of kids for him to help/watch grow up. I don't think it helped much, in fact I think it just made him more sad because he realized that you and me will be out of the house and living our lives farther apart from them. I think he misses us, but it's funny because you are the only one gone. I guess in a way I am gone too because I am not home much and when I am home it's to sleep. We're waiting for your next letter, we haven't gotten one in about a week so it's about time to expect one. I pray you are finding strength and guidance in God. I can't wait to see how much you've changed brother. In Christ, your little sis.
I don't think I can handle much more of them without you.
It's like since you're gone I have to fill your shoes and I guess it's different than I thought it would be. Today dad teared up on me trying to tell me how much it sucks to have us grow up. I tried to tell him that next thing he'll know is I'll be getting married and having kids and that'll be a whole new generation of kids for him to help/watch grow up. I don't think it helped much, in fact I think it just made him more sad because he realized that you and me will be out of the house and living our lives farther apart from them. I think he misses us, but it's funny because you are the only one gone. I guess in a way I am gone too because I am not home much and when I am home it's to sleep. We're waiting for your next letter, we haven't gotten one in about a week so it's about time to expect one. I pray you are finding strength and guidance in God. I can't wait to see how much you've changed brother. In Christ, your little sis.