Change sucks
Yes it does. It's part of life, but sheesh. So much has happened in the past few weeks, I don't know where to begin. I thought everything was falling into place, but it's being thrown up in the air all over again, and it seems to be floating higher and higher, making it harder for me to reach it, grab it, pull it back down, and put it back into my control.
I have a guy friend, but I don't know if I want it to be more than that. Yeah, boy crazy me, who normally would be elated to know that I have a potential boyfriend. But I don't know if he's right for me romantically...I just like hanging out with him casually. Maybe I'll feel something later on....I'm confused.
And worse, I still don't know what's going to happen with my family. Some major events happened a couple weeks ago that have made me even more afraid of the future. I'll elaborate a little more later on in another entry, but I'll just say for now that I'm more freaked out than ever.
I'll come back when my head is a little clearer.
I have a guy friend, but I don't know if I want it to be more than that. Yeah, boy crazy me, who normally would be elated to know that I have a potential boyfriend. But I don't know if he's right for me romantically...I just like hanging out with him casually. Maybe I'll feel something later on....I'm confused.
And worse, I still don't know what's going to happen with my family. Some major events happened a couple weeks ago that have made me even more afraid of the future. I'll elaborate a little more later on in another entry, but I'll just say for now that I'm more freaked out than ever.
I'll come back when my head is a little clearer.