May 28, 2005 23:03
prom was amazing i had so much fun. i think that sean and i have gonna even closed over the last couple months. michele and i to. like her mom told my parents i think those two r always going to be friends. i kinda hope we do. heheh i mean if u only know about the things we talk about :: the things u dont tell your bf::....heheh btu it was so much fun, a night to remember. and sean made it even better. he was so kool about everything and everyone i do have to thank him for that,just so much went on. took all day to get ready elsai helped me. man i hate taping my boobs. lol. then sean came and picked me up and we went to micheles and took group pic then had to try and follow the crazy limo driver. hehe then got to porm. and some fun thinks happen and then just had a great night there. felt at about 11:45 and went out with the group. then headed to seans house. him and i got to the house and tryed not tow wake anyone up talk for about 2 hours about the good and bad. and then i went to bed. woke up te next morning and well he woke me up at like 11. and we layed in bed for a lil bight. then got ready and when to go see star wars. heheh it was pretty good i do have to say :: but dont tell sean::. he ws the one that fell asleep hehehe. so then he took me home and we said r good byes.
There is always the little storys but who wants to hear those.
So then two days go by and i have nto seen him. sean then leaves to North Carolina with his family causr of the death of his anut. they were gone for like a couple days. i felt so weird with out him i really did not get to talk to him much cuz he was with family and that is something important family always comes first in life. so it was hard alot of the nights i would stay up crying cuz i missed him or i just wanted to call him so say good night and i love you . but i didnt. i did not want his fmaily ot think i am the crazy gf. but to late for that.........so yea it was hard michele ws going throughthe same thing and we would sitt in the morning and talk and miss r bf. heheheh:). dorks i know...........
so yea. been bizzy last week of high skewl and i cant wait for it to be all over.....i have gone to hell and bac this week. and guess what i did it all on my own. wow that sucks. lol
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